Life

2011-11-22T16:13:00.002+08:00

原来我什么都不是！

现在，咖啡成了我最充实的寄托。

每天一杯咖啡;

咖啡因的化学作用，

让我有一丁点儿的怀念。

2011-11-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

I've changed a lot~~~

I'm so surprise when I, myself found that!!!

Attitude, emotion, frantically everything surrounding me!!!

I don't know why and when I've done so.

Maybe it's because my life is no longer alone, no longer single...

I've to deal with HIM, my special one!

One thing I can't accept the most is:

I CARE FOR HIM MORE THAN MYSELF!!!

He said I shouldn't be.

But, I really did and I meant it!

That's how jealousy and all come...

I want him to be mine!!! Only belongs to me!

I want him to spent time only for me! Not others!

I want him to care for me and etc etc etc...

I've turned to be selfish!!!

I hope I can change it!!! Please accept this ME!!!

cuz I still love you, my heart remains the same!!!

2011-10-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

I knew you've tonne of problems. I knew you're stressed too. I knew. I knew.

But, why you just don't want to share them with me? Don't trust me? Maybe you just don't want me to worry?

Anyhow, your condition now is making me worry that my spines are all cold from top till bottom. I'm so worry about you now. Can you just share your burden with me? Tell me what happened? What is bothering you? Just don't let me guess, k?

You always don't like me to think so much. But, do you know that you're the one who make me think so much!!! I don't know how to rephrase it. Just "YOU"! You are the one that will cross my mind each time! Even you are unwilling to share your problem with me, I'll try to guess or try to figure them out by my own thinking. How stupid I'm?!

I just don't know how to help you! So helpless being there watching you suffer from a reason I don't know and yet can't help at all. You know how does that feel?

Why I want an IPAD?

2011-10-15T21:36:00.005+08:00

Ok, I'm half computer illiterate, actually! So, I can't post a nice and "multimedia"-like post like others did. But, I did rather write it!!! Why I want an IPAD?

1. Weight

It is much lighter than my laptop, surely. For a girl that need to travel or always rush to classes in the biggest government university in Malaysia, UMS. I think an IPAD will surely make her life better without need to carry her laptop all the way to chase bus or worse still, walk!!!

2. Size

IPAD is just the idea size for a girl's usage. It can be fitted into any handbags or bag without problem as it is just the size of a book or even smaller and thinner than some. LoLx...

3. Screen size

Its screen is bigger than the galaxy tab or can be said almost the biggest among other tabs and etc. So, it is easier for reading or viewing especially for one who is having both short and long-sightness problem (with specs).

4. Convenience

Based on the 3 points stated above, an IPAD really create lots of convenience to me!!! That I can chase a bus without extra "KG"s, suit for my reading of books, assignments and so on, can put inside all my bags without trouble, for me to online anytime at anywhere, for me to see even without specs(coz can be zoom) and etc....

5. Facebook

People say teenagers mostly can live without facebooking... So do I! So, IPAD will definately ease my problems that I can on facebook and so do I can update or get updated from time to time!!!

6. Blogssss

Besides writing my own blog, I can even check on the http://www.lukeyishandsome.com/ blog more often from time to time and get updates about him, his surroundings and the world. Not forgetting others blogs as well as they really "update" me.

7. Speed

For ur information, my laptop is fantastically slow especially online as it had a rather bad or slow ram that can't satisfied my need for speed and it move on "tortoise"-like speed that always make me frustrated. With an IPAD, I'm sure this problems can be solved easily. So, I can surf the web better and get info I need for assignments and so faster... Yahoo!!!

8. Finance

I've always hope to get an IPAD for myself since long but I'm having big financial problem. Imagine, having RM3500 each semester with more or less RM1000-1500 deducted for tuition fees at university and a few more hundreds for hostel and deduction of RM500 each semester for the first RM1500 sent through cheque for university 1st time registration fee, how much left? RM2000. Now they wanna deduct processing fees and insurance fees as well.... It is less than RM2000 for approximately 4 months usage!!! It's not even enough only for food, except that I eat grass and drink rain water with occasionally some biscuits and maggi once in while. How about my daily needs such as shampoos, soap, and so on. No forgetting I'm a girl that need to buy extra stuff for my monthly "aunty's visit"! So, I really can't afford for luxury like IPAD!!!

9. Remembrance

The creator of the IPAD, Steve Job had just past away. I would like to keep one of his production as well. The other products are all expensive. Thus, this will give me a chance of getting one of his production. Thanks to Lukey!!! Furthermore, it is a powerful and useful gadget for me! *p/s: RIP Steve Job!

10. I'm a human too

Most human especially Malaysian like free stuffs given away, so do I! Thus, I would like to win this IPAD to be mine as well for the above reasons... Forgive me for being greedy since I've already got a laptop, Amen!

11. Games...

I'm a fans of angry bird and other games!!! Sure I would like to own an IPAD for my games... How nice if I can play ANGRY BIRD with it~~~ *DREAMING*

12. I WOULD LIKE TO ADD THIS!!! TO SAVE THE WORLD!!!

Maybe some will be wondering how an Ipad can help to save the world? ==

I would explain here!!! Because it will cut down usage of paper in total which I can use it to view my journals, newspaper, notes and etc etc which before this, I would use hardcopy = paper. So, with an IPAD, definately the tonnes of papers I may need to use to print the above stuff can be saved for other purpose and this will save our timber as well... It's now an emergency, not only please... But, a must! People, do something to save our earth! We only have 1 earth. The 1 and the only!!!

Anyone can join this contest to win an IPAD either you're a friend of LUKEY or not! Just click on http://www.lukeyishandsome.com/for more details and get yourself a chance to win an IPAD~~~ Gambateh!!! ^^

2011-10-08T10:09:00.002+08:00

If I leave you now, how would it be?
If I don't be with you in the beginning, how would it be?
If I don't fall for you at all, what would we be?
If... ...

Many questions poped up in my head recently. I don't know the answer and don't feel like knowing one! Maybe I really think too much nowadays or maybe the way you act makes me think so?! I just hope we'll remain as that! Nothing change so I don't have to readapt to the new environment again! My feeling and I are both fragile~~~ I hate this ME!!!

1st class

2011-09-12T13:59:00.001+08:00

Had my 1st class of my 3rd year 1st semester. Not a very good one but not bad either. Hope it it will be better in time~

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2011-07-29T01:23:00.002+08:00

Night of loneliness...

Night where my mind can think clearer?

or vice versa?

I don't know!

I just realized that whenever I'm alone,

I'll think of you!!!

You're always there in my mind!

Blocking my senses to other things,

make me only think of YOU!

How special you are to me now!!!

I'm wondering~~~

Questions~

2011-07-28T02:00:00.002+08:00

What is responsibility of being an adult?

What is responsibility?

Do people out there know about their responsibility?

I did say I only know a part of it in which I' trying to fulfill them!

Some people may not!

They don't even know what is manners and etc.

They just think they are the best and what they do is supposed to be correct!

Actually, this is what we called "SELFISH"!

Because of your own benefits, your greediness, your self-satisfaction, your own "good deed",

You may bring along harms to those of your surroundings...

Do you know what is the most important thing in our mother earth?

It is "relationship" built naturally between human = RESPECT

Respect is given by people based on how they judge us and our attitude!

Respect is given, not asked for...

However, some people just love to cause troubles, arguements...

I hate these and these kinds of people...

Everyone has only 1 chance to live,

why can't we make it peaceful and harmony?

Aren't this is better?

2011-06-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

Recently I found that your temper is being worse.

Is it because of me or your workload is bigger than before?

Stress causes that? Or influence by me?

What so ever, I just hope it changes for good!

Anyhow, I forgot to congratulate you! Sorry for that!

Hope you’ll always maintain that!

My emotion is getting worse each day from now~~

I unable to control them well nowadays in which the reasons remain unknown!

Is it because without you by my side? Or I think too much?

I don’t know!

The only things I confirm now is:

I MISS YOU~

I truly miss you so much, my dear!

I don’t know whether will you ever see this!

Just want to let you this!

p/s: I love you~~~

2011-05-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my dear!
I've few days of satisfication in the mid of exam!!!
Really stress before this!

Hehez...
It's all gone beyond the 9th clouds now~~~
Yahoo~~~
Waiting for the last 2 paper and off I go!!!

KUCHING, I'm coming!!!

2011-04-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

Last day of April...
Erm...
Let's re-flash!
What I've did in April?
Seems things I've done most = wasting time~~~
Haha...
April is almost the middle of a year,
yet I seems have done nothing really beneficial yet.
Seems I'm wasting life, huh?
Or I'm enjoying life instead with some non-academic based activities!
Maybe!
Just take it easy!
Treat everyday is a brand new day and enjoy the breathe as it is your last breathe.
Make everyday count!
Your life will definately be more beautiful,
eventhough you may have done nothing but just "breathe"....
So, just enjoy life till its fullness like I always does~~~
Every difficulties you meet in life is a test, but not exam in institutes.
Remember this and you'll not be stress during exam!
Enjoy exam, Kayne~~~

2011-04-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

Maybe I'm not pretty,
but I'm caring.
Maybe I'm not hot,
but I'm kind.
Maybe I'm not rich,
but I feel satisfied.
Maybe I'm not clever,
but I'm happy with it.
Maybe I'm not perfect,
but I've a heart~~~
That love you!
I love you with my heart,
my whole heart!!!

-------> ♥

2011-04-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

Dear, please don't get so stress o~~
I understand that you really scare you can't do good in your exam,
but there is no big deal with it!
Just to let you know:
I'll be by your side no matter what!
Sad to see you being so stress out and force yourself to an extreme!
Take it easy! Relax a bit, recharge and go for it!
I'm sure you can make it!
I've faith in you! Trust me, trust yourself!
Just do your best, leave the rest to GOD!
Love you~~

2011-04-16T18:16:00.001+08:00

14 weeks of lectures = past
1 week of study week = current
3 weeks of exam = future

2011-04-10T14:36:00.002+08:00

What a nice Sunday!!!
But, having quiz tomorrow plus passing up an assignments!!!
Need to pass up 2 lab reports on tuesday!
Having my FINAL EXAM in 2 weeks time!!!
Then, Finally~~~

IPOH, I'M COMING~~~

And before that,

SARAWAK, I'M COMING~~~

2011-03-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Life here in Sabah = harsher and more stress
Life at home = free and yet boring

Which kinds of life you prefer?
I do not know about myself but can't help in complaining~~~
I'm so so tired of these!
When will this hectic schedule even be lesser?
I'm done soon!!!

Haha... Add oil!
Few more assignments + exam = FREEDOM + TRAVELLING!!!

Life in University?

2011-03-17T10:01:00.002+08:00

Life here is totally stressed!
New semester start,
Happy, excited (meet with friends).
Then, assignments come, projects come.
Then, labs start = lab reports.
After that, quizzes start come.
Several weeks passed, mid term come.
Due date of assignments and projects.
Finally, final come!
Then, happily go home!
Is this suppose to be uni life?
Just that? Kind of BORING, huh?
However and whatever, this is it!!!

2011-03-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

一次次的相信，
换来一次次的失望；
一颗期待的心已渐渐消失，
就如气泡融入水里，
慢慢的就会无影无终了。

2011-03-14T11:43:00.003+08:00

Earthquake! Tsunami! Disasters are hitting Japan everyday since last friday! Please pray for them!
Those countries near the Pacific Ocean are now in danger too as they may be affected as well such as California!
Countries like Philipines, Borneo island (Malaysia) and etc may be affected even situated quite far from Japan!
What happen to the earth? What human had done? Pollution and exploitation?
Now, it's the time! It's the time human do something for the earth! Let HELP and do what we can!
Recycle to reduce pollution~~
Be vege to reduce killing~~
Help our earth while we still can!
To everyone, please be alert to the world's issue and current news!
There's only one earth which sustain our lives! What will we be without IT?

2011-03-10T11:51:00.005+08:00

Hey ya, long time din write about my story here!
It's time to continue!
Had been went to Kundasang last weekend for the Japanese assignment shooting!
Have fun with the gang!
Enjoy the work plus travel lotz...
Let the pictures tell the story~

Desa Dairy Farm

Sabah Tea Farm
Luanti Fish Spa Mount Kinabalu Pine Resort Kundasang War Memorial

2010-12-17T17:19:00.004+08:00

Hey ya, long time didn't login here in my lovely bloggie!!!
Miss ya so much! Been farely busy due to heavy workload: Study+Working!!!
However, now is holidays and my holiday will end soon in two weeks time!
Sad and happy by the same time! Cuz I really miss my dear! LoLx...

Today was a big big big dull day for me! Wanna book air-ticket, ended up unable to pay thru direct debit! Then, I try my debit card! Failure! Credit card? Ended up the credit card being locked up!!!!
Shit! Shit! Shit! Wanna cry~~~
Now, just hope that dear dear will be able to book my ticket!!! *Finger-crossing*

2010-09-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Went to Sandakan with dear and some friends on last Saturday till Tuesday...
A nice, memorable and satisfying trips!
Orang Utan, Proboscis monkeys, Silver-head monkeys, Hornbill, Eagle, Squirrel, Crocodile...
I'll definately miss all those creatures!!!

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Went to work today!
Hehez...
Hari Raya eve!
Everyone in holiday mood!!!
LoLx...
Puan gave each of us a "bluepow"...
***HuGs***

2010-09-01T20:40:00.005+08:00

Have a yummy delicious dinner today!

I tried out new recipe...
Not bad and delicious!!! (Dear said so...)
Chicken wings in mushroom soy sauce, potatoes in bouvil,
japanese taufu in garlic and soy sauce with a ginseng soup...
So satisfying!!!
Then, had my ~~Hazelnut Latte Starbucks' Mooncake~~
Not so nice as compared to my favourite Tiramisu, but not bad!
I love it too~~

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As I was waiting for dear's APK class to finish, I had a walk around the DKP.
Here is some random shots:The corridor...
The garden?!

2010-08-31T21:07:00.002+08:00

爱一个人,不需要理由

剩下的思念，那一天才能停下来...
再多温柔,再多等候都不足够.
你不知道我有多么难受,我没有更多的要求...
只要你躺在我胸口像个孩子一样温柔,我没有更多的要求...
想给你我的所有,你却选择放手...
你动人的笑容是最美的刀锋,每一次想起都隐隐作痛...
你却太依赖我的宽容,僵持了太久我不想再承受,
我在这里等你一句"我听见你一切",就值得去回忆........

2010-08-29T21:33:00.005+08:00

Starbucks's Mooncake

Box of 2

The internal of the box

Tiramisu flavour

Yummy yummy...

I ate tis one 1st... For the another 1 which is HAZELNUT LATTE...
I'll leave for next time!!!

2010-08-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

A "Platinum Card" from my darling!!!

LoLx...

Thanks, dear...

2010-08-25T16:38:00.008+08:00

20100824

At last, was dragged to see doctor at UMS clinic.
Doctor said that maybe I've got virus or bacteria infection. Gave me these:I was like "OMG"!!! Such a big lump of medicine I've to take daily? Definately yes.
I think I am a bit crazy now... I think the antibiotic is a bit high class lo... Isn't it?

20100825

Following dear and his apk group to bio-perm school... (high up near canselori)
And got to capture this:
Do you believe I capture this photo in UMS???

2010-08-23T22:41:00.004+08:00

Japanese poster + Presentation
My poster

Dear's poster

2010-08-18T16:14:00.002+08:00

I love to see you smile,
Your dimples reminds me of your happiness.
I love to see you laugh,
Ur laughing tells me that you're as fit as fiddle.
I love to hear your mumblings although it is bored sometimes,
It reminds me that you will worry about me.
I love to be in your arm,
It represents that you still love me.
I love hear you whispering,
It represents you want to share a secret with me.
I love you holding my hands,
Your warmness will touch my heart.
I love to see you angry,
Your temper tells me that how important I'm to you.
I love you...
As if you're my air to breathe, water to sustain life...

2010-08-17T20:54:00.003+08:00

Had korean food as lunch with dear this afternoon before going to swimming! Yummy yummy!!! Both sets come with 3 side dish...

Seafood with taufu stew

Braised beef with radish and carrot

2010-08-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

My dear, I feel happy although extremely busy recently.
You know why?
Because you're always there for me!
I love this kinds of feeling.
Not because you are like a servant to me.
It's because the feeling:
That you're mind!
I know you'll be very very busy this semester as there will be 4 labs for you.
I'll support you forever no matter what.
I'll try my best to be the one that you love.
Hope I can see your smile everyday!
Muax muax... ^^

2010-07-29T10:51:00.002+08:00

I had became more and more ridiculous recently!
I dunno why!
But, I hate this a lot!
I hate this kinds of feeling!
I dun wan to burden you!
But, I'm helpless sometimes!
I dunno what should I do!
And recently, I found out something is wrong with me!
I'm scare!
I hope I can share with you!
But, I found that u rarely open to me!
I'm sad!
I din hope to change you...
Just wish that u can be honest with me!
The one I love is YOU...
The true YOU...
So, u need not change for me!
I just want YOU!!!

2010-06-20T23:36:00.001+08:00

Words from my dear:

I'll forgive you no matter what it is.

I'll love you forever as you does.

2010-06-04T16:23:00.003+08:00

My dear, I really miss you that much that I'm moody most of the time!
I don't know when I've become like this!
I'm hopeless...
I'm useless...
Moody the whole day!!!
Oh my god!
Imagine!
I've become like that!!!
How come?
Someone, please help me and save me from this。。。

2010-06-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

I miss you~~

2010-05-25T12:39:00.002+08:00

Dear, I'm so sorry!
I always give you a lot of problems.
I always make you tired.
I don't know what can I say or do.
I know you don't like me saying sorry,
but I always make you upset or unhappy.
I don't know whether I really suit you.
I'll forgive you no matter what it is.
I'll love you forever as you does.

2010-05-06T15:03:00.002+08:00

Finally my second semester can close ceremony by my last japanese paper! LoLx...
Happy*ing*...
However, without exam, my life is so meaningless...
I pass my day without aims or target to fulfill...

How ironic?!
During exam and before exam, I always hope my exam can end faster.
But, after exam, I will probably miss those period that my life full with target which I had a goal to score about, like read books, notes and etc.

Now, I'm waiting to go home with my dear!
I love you, dear! Muax muax... ^^

Words from my love one...

2010-04-11T14:08:00.001+08:00

你对我的重要性是笔墨难以形容的...

2010-03-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

Life is like a puzzle...
Without a piece, it is incomplete;
Even if u buy a new set,
The incomplete one will remain incomplete.

With presence of you love one,
You're like found your the other half,
Your losing piece of puzzle.

Without them, you're like nothing;
With them, you'll just like having the world.
As if it is complete,
Your life had been completed by them.

2010-02-03T15:32:00.002+08:00

Life had been hectic after working as a part-timer plus the superb assignments given by all those lecturer. Imagine! 2 field-trips!!! What kind of course is this? Food scientist having field-trip!!! Haiz... What to do? This is an order! In short, I'm working now and have 2 superb "easy" field-trips plus 3 written-base assignments add on with mid-semester exam. By the way, I had attended the Pesta Angpow of UMS. It was a grand 1. Wishing that can celebrate Chinese New Year soon. By the same time, I don't hope it come so fast. As the deadline for most of my assignments and most of the mid-semester exam fall on the week after CNY. Aiyo, so undecided! But, the atmosphere of CNY is here already. So so so wish to fly home now. I miss my home! I want to celebrate CNY forever. Hahaha... I know it is impossible. I'm a bit crazy now! LoL...

2010-01-24T16:16:00.004+08:00

It had been so long since my last update. I think it was a month+ ago. Lol. Had been busy with all stuff since back to university and I hate the line here. It is superb slow plus unstable except at my dear's house.
Oh ya, almost forgot to thanks all who help me to celebrate my birthday and wish me on my birthday! Thanks all. Not forgetting those who help me to celebrate it before I headed back to Sabah, my uncle who just got to know me, and my dearest. I did had a memorable and unforgettable birthday this year except the routine 1 which I always had for the last 19 years back in Perak. Thanks my darling too for the yummy Tiramisu from Starbucks, my favourite from starbucks.
Then, after schools started, it is only busy busy and busy. Buy books. Settle for course. Arrange time for assignments. Forming groups for group works and etc etc. Walao. 1 day 24 hours isn't really enough for me now. Plus I'm working as part-time now at Kumon centre as I usually does in Ipoh in order to pay for my "hubby's food" because finally I found a "hubby" here. "He" is born in 1995 in a factory. "His" name is Proton Saga. I love "him" so much but "he" gave me lotz of problems and make me spend a lot.
Recently, I'm superb blurr. I burned my right hand by soaking the whole hand in my just cooked hot water in my electric kettle while trying to cool the water. Then, obviously, I was being send to the clinic for treatment although at first I refuse to. Luckily, it is ok after all. Then, when I go and see my "hubby", I overlooked it and thought "he" is dark blue while "he" is actually purple. You say blurr or not. After that, I even bang my cheek on the air-con cooler downstairs in my hostel and bang my head countless time to my back mirror in the car. OMG! I wonder now am I going to be stupid after all the bang bang here and bang bang there.
Me too got a big big bad habit now. I love to SLEEP... I don't know how to stop myself from lying down and sleep. Now, I can sleep almost everywhere, in the car, table, bus and almost all the places. I don't know what can I do! Hopeless me!!!
Haha... It is an extremely long post already. I think I better stop now and hope I have more time to update my post in the future. Update soon... ^^

2009-12-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

My dear, I love you!!!

2009-12-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁，
就像带走每条河流，
所有受过的伤，
所有流过的泪，
我的爱，
请全部带走。

2009-11-23T17:19:00.001+08:00

Alas...
I'm home again
It's really nice and comfortable
After all the hectic time
During exam,
Assignments,
And etc etc...
However, I miss my friends...
Those come from other places
Including those from my old school
Hope to meet everyone
If there is opportunity!

2009-10-26T10:25:00.001+08:00

Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it.
Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
Where there is fear, I wish you love, and courage.

2009-10-19T14:56:00.002+08:00

Just visited Kundasang yesterday!!!
Wah! The mount is just so incredible!
Love it so much!
Will definately go for it one day! Wait for me...
We went to War Memorial Park.
Took lotz of picture there.
Then, we went to Poring Hotspring!
Haha... Guess what?
We didn't enjoy the hot water much but the cold one.
Why?
Because the hot water tub all full already.
So, we just play at the rock pool!!!
The water in the Rock Pool is superb cool!!!
However, had a nice and happy day!

2009-10-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

Some chemical reaction had really occur within me!
Can someone please tell me what should I do?
Ah! What had happen to me?
Thoughtless now...

2009-10-04T15:53:00.002+08:00

On 2nd of October, UMS held a grand Pesta Tanglung and I, as one of the AJK took this responsibilities to take care of this group of little drummers of 20 people and there is 8 more girls for chinese traditional music coming all the way from Kudat. Spend the whole day with them with my another partner. So happy to work with them. Had a great day but the whole week is like damn busy. I slept almost 3a.m. every night for the whole week and woke up at 6a.m. with 4 exam. Haiz... The night goes well at first but it started to rain and rain until all of the AJK were whole wet as the event was held at outdoor. However, it turns out to be a memorable one.

On the 3rd of October, I went for rafting at Tenom following my kokum coach. It was a fantastic one with riding of traditional train. Haha. Was a satisfying trip. On our way to Tenom, we passed by a place which make me think of Cameron Highland which I used to go in Semenanjung. Below is some of the picture of the place. Unfortunately, we unable to snap the photographs of the train and during rafting as it is full of dangers. Hopefully, I can go again soon. It was awesome and fantanstic!!!

2009-09-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

School starts again tomorrow and hectic routine will need to continue until the final is passed.
There is 4 exam in this week, 3 in Tuesday and 1 in Thursday!
Besides, 1 of my new friends come from Seremban is going to be 20 in this coming Tuesday.
Dear Wei Jun, Happy Birthday!!!
LoLx~~

2009-09-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

I'm totally broke!!!
$$$
Who can provide me more?

2009-09-16T16:41:00.004+08:00

Huu... So long I don't update my blog already. Haiz... Life had been very hectic in university. Recently, I had some really bad feeling which is undescribable. I also don't really know why I've got such weird feeling. Maybe I really too tired and stress due to the heavy workload after the mid-semester break. However, I miss my hometown, my family and my friends so much!!! How I wish I can go back!!!

2009-09-03T07:44:00.000+08:00

September already...
Haven't prepare for exam...

2009-08-27T07:55:00.002+08:00

I'm getting frustrated...
Hmph...
Stupid assignments...
Stupid examinations...
Make me lack of sleep!
*Yawn...*

2009-08-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

Exam...
Assignment...
Tutorial...
Homework...
I'm going to get crazy!!!

2009-08-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

Aiks... Been back to Ipoh last sunday!
Going to leave tomorrow night!!! So sad!
TT_TT
I've lost all contact in my hp too as my W800i spoilt!!!
So, if anyone see this, please kindly send me your contact number so that I can keep in touch with all my friends out there. My number remains the same.
Thanks Thanks.

2009-08-07T17:39:00.001+08:00

Ipoh...
I'm coming back!!!
I miss you so much!

2009-08-06T11:53:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Rita...

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead, cheeks ...

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
University-mates

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Absolutely nope.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Of course will.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
Why la suddenly want somebody to be dead? Crazy?

8.What does your last text message say?
Hahaha... ...

9.What are u thinking right now?
Assignment... Test... My family...

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yes.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
about 2a.m.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
I forgot.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14.Who was the last person who text you?
My university-mates.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. Nicole
2. Suk Wai
3. Daniel
4. Siew Leng
5. Simon
6. Faris
7. Suzanne
8. Ai Yean
9. Karen
10. Danny

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Somebody

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
They don't know each other and the distance between them is very far apart. LoLx...

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Law

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
It seems a long time ago for me.

20. Is no. 4 single?
Haha... Ask her.

21. Say something about no.2
Cute and sweet.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
OMG!!!

23. Describe no.9.
Pretty and good in piano.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
That wouldn't happen at all.

25. Do you like no.5?
LoLx...

2009-07-30T12:26:00.002+08:00

I've been in Sabah for 1 month by now.
Started to adapt to the new environment...
Get to know more friends from all over Malaysia...
Getting more and more busy with assignments, tutorials, homework, Co-curiculum activities and etc etc...
Last but not least, getting darker and tanner each day!!!

Haha... Above are the changes of me after being in Sabah for 1 month. Actually, I'm not that kind of girl who are fair and vain, but I do really getting darker and tanner as I go to the beach weekly due to my Sukan Perahu and Canoe. Imagine! The time zone here is 1-2 hours earlier and I got to be at the beach from 7a.m. till 2p.m. I scare even my parents can't recognize me when I'm back. I got sun-burnt every week. Haha. Wherelse in the world that uni students get sun burnt every week. Somemore, the weather in Sabah is super extremely hot!!! However, it rains daily or almost daily. Last time, I used to like raining days! But, not now when I have to take bus daily and got to wash my clothes daily. Please don't rain in the day time. It brings lotz of problem to me.
TT_TT

2009-07-10T14:03:00.002+08:00

Long time since I've blogged the last day I'm in Peninsular Malaysia. Been in Sabah for about two weeks now. Started to adapt to my new environment. It's almost the same in Ipoh. But, as the time-zone here is 2 hours earlier, 6a.m. here is just like 8a.m. in Ipoh. Fantastic!!! I was so shocked on the 1st morning as I thought I was late already. Then, now I'm started to get use to it already. So, basically the hardest part is during the orientation week where we, the freshman got to wake up at 4a.m. daily and sleep at only 1 or 2a.m. plus must walk to the dewan from the hostel daily. It is like all hills here and the distance is damn far. So tiring plus the super hot weather here! Due to that, I was sent to the school hospital for twice in that 1st week itself. So unfortunate! After that, met some problems during online registeration. After all, it is all settle now. However, after 1 week of lecturers, I've got 5 assignments in a row whether is individual work or group work! I was like OMG!!! *Faint* So, got to be very busy after this. Aiks... Aiks...

p/s: I miss my family, my house, my DEARs, and Ipoh!!!

2009-06-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

I met with Rita today at Kopitiam. She purposely find me before I leave!
Wow, so touch! Love you lotz...
Gonna miss her and the kopitiam also!!!

2009-06-25T16:33:00.003+08:00

Went for medical check-up and found out that I've lung infection!!!
Huh... Luckily, it's just mild pneumonia with allergic rhincitis.
So, I'm still leaving tomorrow heading to Sabah!
I just feel so sad and don't want to leave Ipoh, my dear home!

2009-06-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving soon...
I'm going to Sabah to study... In UMS
I'm just so sad now as I've to leave my family and friends here...
But, I got to go and achieve my dream...
Hope so it will end up to be my dream!!!
Bye, my dear! I'll surely miss all of you.
Take care!

2009-06-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

I was sick for few days! Cough like hell until got blood and had severe sore throat! Somemore have to teach students... Sigh! My throat is like on fire when I talk or cough! At first, when I eat also pain, but now it's better already because my mum cooked bird-nest for me. Yippie! So nice! Hehez... However, I've lost my chance to meet up with my two dearie, Yin Yin and Jia Yee yesterday due to my sickness. That's because I can't really drive properly in my condition. Woo... TT_TT So sad! Just hope that I'll get well as soon as possible to make sure I won't miss the other one! I promise ya, my dearie!!!

2009-06-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

LoLx... Very boring staying at home. So, went through the internet for a while aimlessly and got this! These are people with the same birthday as mine:

106 BC – Cicero, Roman statesman and philosopher (d. 43 BC)
1196 – Emperor Tsuchimikado of Japan (d. 1231)
1698 – Pietro Metastasio, Italian poet (d. 1782)
1710 – Richard Gridley, American Revolutionary soldier (d. 1796)
1719 – Francisco José Freire, Portuguese historian (d. 1773)
1722 – Fredric Hasselquist, Swedish naturalist (d. 1752)
1733 – Sir Richard Arkwright, British industrialist and inventor (d. 1792)
1760 – John Storm, American Revolutionary soldier (d. 1835)
1778 – Antoni Melchior Fijałkowski, Polish bishop (d. 1861)
1793 – Lucretia Mott, American women's rights activist (d. 1880)
1802 – Charles Pelham Villiers, British House of Commons member (d. 1898)
1803 – Douglas William Jerrold, British playwright (d. 1857)
1806 – Henriette Sontag, German soprano (d. 1854)
1810 – Antoine Thomson d'Abbadie, French geographer (d. 1897)
1819 – Charles Piazzi Smyth, Astronomer Royal for Scotland (d. 1900)
1821 – Dragotin Dežman, Slovenian politician, archeologist and botanist (d. 1889)
1831 – Savitribai Phule, Female social activist, first female teacher in India, and first female poet in Marathi language (d. 1897)
1836 – Sakamoto Ryoma, Japanese revolutionary (d. 1867)
1840 – Father Damien, Flemish missionary (d. 1889)
1855 – Hubert Bland, British socialist (d. 1914)
1861 – William Renshaw, British champion tennis player (d. 1904)
1862 – Sir Matthew Nathan, British Governor of Queensland and other places (d. 1939)
1865 – Henry Lytton, British actor and opera singer (d. 1936)
1870 – Henry Handel Richardson, Australian author (d. 1946)
1873 – Ichizo Kobayashi, Japanese businessman (d. 1957)
1876 – Wilhelm Pieck, first President of East Germany (d. 1960)
1879 – Grace Coolidge, First Lady of the United States (d. 1957)
1883 – Clement Attlee, Prime Minister of the United Kingdom (d. 1967)
1884 – Raoul von Koczalski, Polish pianist and composer (d. 1948)
1886 – Josephine Hull, American actress (d. 1957)
1887 – August Macke, German painter (d. 1914)
1887 – Helen Parkhurst, American educator (d. 1973)
1892 – J. R. R. Tolkien, British writer (d. 1973)
1894 – ZaSu Pitts, American actress (d. 1963)
1895 – Borys Lyatoshynsky, Ukrainian composer (d. 1968)
1897 – Marion Davies, American actress (d. 1961)
1898 – Carlos Keller, Chilean fascist politician (d. 1974)
1901 – Ngô Đình Diệm, President of South Vietnam (d. 1963)
1905 – Anna May Wong, American actress (d. 1961)
1905 – Ray Milland, British actor (d. 1986)
1909 – Victor Borge, Danish entertainer (d. 2000)
1910 – Frenchy Bordagaray, American baseball player (d. 2000)
1911 – John Sturges, American director (d. 1982)
1912 – Renaude Lapointe, Canadian journalist and senator (d. 2002)
1912 – Armand Lohikoski, Finnish director (d. 2005)
1916 – Betty Furness, American actress (d. 1994)
1916 – Maxene Andrews, American singer (The Andrews Sisters) (d. 1995)
1916 – Bernard Greenhouse, American cellist
1917 – General Vernon Walters, U.S. military officer, diplomat (d. 2002)
1917 – Roger W. Straus, Jr., American publisher (d. 2004)
1920 – Renato Carosone, Italian musician (d. 2001)
1921 – John Russell, American actor (d. 1991)
1922 – Bill Travers, British actor and director (d. 1994)
1922 – Ronald Smith, British pianist (d. 2004)
1923 – Hank Stram, American football coach (d. 2005)
1923 – Charles Tingwell, Australian actor
1924 – André Franquin, Belgian cartoonist (Gaston Lagaffe) (d. 1997)
1924 – Nell Rankin, American singer (d. 2005)
1924 – Doug Ellis, British entrepreneur
1926 – George Martin, British producer
1929 – Sergio Leone, Italian director (d. 1989)
1929 – Ernst Mahle, Brazilian composer
1930 – Marcel Dubé, Quebec playwright
1930 – Robert Loggia, American actor
1932 – Coo Coo Marlin, American race car driver (d. 2005)
1932 – Dabney Coleman, American actor
1932 – Tongolele, US-born dancer in Mexican movies
1935 – Raymond Garneau, French Canadian politician and businessman
1936 – David Vine, British sports commentator (d. 2009)
1937 – Seri Wangnaitham, Thai dancer and choreographer (d. 2007)
1939 – Nikos Alefantos, Greek football manager
1939 – Janice Crosio, Australian politician
1939 – Bobby Hull, Canadian hockey player
1939 – Ruben Reyes, Filipino Supreme Court jurist
1941 – Van Dyke Parks, American musician
1942 – John Thaw, British actor (d. 2002)
1942 – John Marsden, Australian lawyer, gay activist (d. 2006)
1943 – Jarl Alfredius, Swedish news anchor (d. 2009)
1944 – David Atherton, British conductor
1944 – Blanche d'Alpuget, Australian novelist, biographer and second wife of Bob Hawke
1945 – Stephen Stills, American musician
1946 – John Paul Jones, British musician (Led Zeppelin)
1946 – Cissy King, American entertainer
1949 – Sylvia Likens, American torture victim (d. 1965)
1950 – Victoria Principal, American actress
1951 – Gary Nairn, Australian politician
1952 – Jim Ross, American wrestling announcer
1954 – Dean Hart, Canadian wrestler (d. 1990)
1954 – Ned Lamont, American businessman and political figure
1954 – Ross the Boss, American guitarist
1955 – Palmolive, British musician (The Slits, The Raincoats)
1956 – Mel Gibson, Australian actor and director
1956 – Willy T. Ribbs, American race-car driver
1957 – Bojan Križај, Slovenian skier
1958 – Shim Hyung-rae, South Korean filmmaker
1960 – Sandeep Marwah Founder of Film City, Noida, India
1962 – Francesca Lia Block, American author
1963 – Vic Grimes, American professional wrestler
1963 – Jerome Young, American professional wrestler
1963 – Alex Wheatle, British novelist
1964 – Bruce LaBruce, Canadian filmmaker
1966 – Martin Galway, Northern Ireland composer
1969 – Michael Schumacher, German seven-time F1 World Champion
1969 – Gerda Weissensteiner, Italian bobsledder and luger
1970 – Mahaya Petrosian, Iranian actress
1970 – Christian Duguay, American comic actor
1970 – Matt Ross, American actor
1971 – Cory Cross, Canadian ice-hockey player
1972 – Yoon Chan, South Korean actor
1972 – Nichole Nordeman, American singer
1974 – Alessandro Petacchi, Italian cyclist
1975 – Thomas Bangalter, French DJ (Daft Punk)
1975 – Jason Marsden, American actor
1975 – Danica McKellar, American actress
1976 – Angelos Basinas, Greek footballer
1976 – Alisen Down, Canadian actress
1976 – Dinara Drukarova, Russian actress
1976 – Nicholas Gonzalez, American actor
1977 – Lee Bowyer, British footballer
1977 – A.J. Burnett, American baseball player
1977 – Mayumi Iizuka, Japanese voice actress (seiyū)
1977 – Michelle Stephenson, British singer (The Spice Girls)
1978 – Kimberley Locke, American singer
1978 – Park Sol-mi, South Korean actress
1978 – Dominic Wood, British children's television presenter and magician
1978 – Mike York, American ice hockey player
1980 – Rob Arnold, American guitarist (Chimaira)
1980 – Bryan Clay, American decathlete
1980 – Liya Kebede, Ethiopian model
1980 – Angela Ruggiero, American ice hockey player
1980 – David Tyree, American football player
1981 – Eli Manning, American football player
1981 – Chris Blais, California racecar driver
1984 – Billy Mehmet, Irish footballer
1985 – John David Booty, American football player
1985 – Linas Kleiza, Lithuanian basketball player for the Denver Nuggets
1986 – Lloyd Polite, American R&B singer
1986 – Jacob Timpano, Australian soccer player
1986 – Jessica O'Rourke, American soccer player
1988 – Rodrigo de la Cadena, Mexican artist and performer
1989 – Alex D. Linz, American actor
1989 – Julia Nunes, American singer and ukulele player
1989 – Anya Rozova, Russian model and America's Next Top Model contestant
1989 – Mustapha Hussein Saddam Hussein's grandson, Qusay Hussein's son (d. 2003)

p/s: I'm just too free!!!

2009-06-06T23:05:00.004+08:00

Muax muax to my darling Nicole and my dearie Sok Yiing. They went to yumcha with me today. Hehez... My darling purposely come back from Kuala Lumpur. Ok, I came to know these new friend called VinSern too back from UMS. Walao! He is currently doing medicine in UMS! How I wish I'm there too doing the same course as it was my ambition once. LoLx... So happy to spent my day with them. Funny and stress free. Then, we headed home and having fun time at my house. But sadly, very fast my dearie got to go home already. After that, me and my darling went to shop a while. Then, my darling's mom wants to buy some fruits and "fatt kuih" to pray. So, the two of us go to get all that for her. Haha. Funny... Having dinner with my darling! Yummy!!! Thanks aunty for making my dinner. Thanks and muax to my darling and dearie... ...

2009-06-03T23:00:00.004+08:00

Today, I went to Jusco again with my dearie Jia Yee. Then, went for movie with Zulhafni. We watched 《Terminator Salvation》. I expect it to be a better one but it did disappointed me a little. However, I'm having a nice day watching movie with my dearie. Muax. Then, the three of us headed to Sushi King to have lunch. What a coincidence! We met Kishen, Jic Kie and Chuen Ken on our way. Blek. Zulhafni was having quite some hard time trying all those sushi... Sorry le... Hehez... Then, since Said is coming to Jusco. We decided to walk together. After that, Jia Yee and I had a fun time helping Said to shop for his new clothes. Haha. Like playing "barbie" game! Hahaha... Zulhafni even "curi" free gift from his working place! Walao! But, the free gift ended up given to me! Yeah! So happy! Then, it's time for us all to headed home.

When I reached home, my parents and brother asked me to go jog with them. So, I just changed my tracksuit and go with them. Hehez. So long didn't jog already, like can't really jog as long as last time. Aikz...

After dinner, got a message form Jia Yee that we're going out. Even before I change my clothes, Simon and Jia Yee already reached my house. So, I quickly changed and go out with them. Then, we met up with Cher Hong in Moonriver. Hehez... At last, I found out why we're going out. It's because Simon got "naik pangkat". Wow... wow... wow... Congratulate him lotz!!!

2009-06-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm with my lovely Luan Luan this time for almost half a day. We dated in Jusco today! Wow, she had become so pretty already! Hehez. So long didn't see her. But, since I still have to work, we just walk around and shop and eat and talk only. LoLx... Although I put "only", but it seems that we've done a lot of stuff. Wakaka... So happy to see her. Happy to have her to date with me too! Muax... Thanks to her for making my day! Then, I headed to work... Haiz...

2009-05-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo... ... So happy la today! Got to date with my dearie Yu Lee for almost the whole day in Parade. It was just so incredible!!! Imagine! We've know each other for more than 10 years and we haven't try this before.
TT_TT Sadly, my another dearie Sok Yiing can't make it. HuH... Nevermind! There is still another time, right? Muax... Miz ya lotz.
So we went to shop around and shop and shop and shop. LoLx. Then, I accompany her to make her contact lenses. So funny la she, unable to wear that. Thus, we went to shop again to calm her down to make a second attempt. However, we got to go to this cafe known as Why Cafe inside Parade and sit down to have some flower tea and snacks while having fun reading all kinds of magazines and books. Really enjoy... ...
Must thanks lotz to my dearie. Here's a big big kiss for you. Muax...

2009-05-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

Woohoo... Went out with my dearie Yu Lee, Sok Yiing, Chin Wai and Chor Yin.
Had a superb day at Jusco . The gang reached my house at 10a.m.
Then, all of us go to JJ. We started off with breakfast at McD.
Then, we walked and shopped around. Really bought lotz of and lotz of stuff!
I think we've gone crazy for a while.
But, it's ok if once in a while cuz it had been a really long time since we meet again and spend the day together.
Then, we went to Kbox and sing out our soul.
LoLx. Had great time there. But, too bad forgot to take photo. TT_TT
After the singing, went to shop again. My friends really crazed by shopping already, huh?
By the way, we even had a make-up session by our Ms. Chor Yin. Hahahaha...
Then, headed off to MOMO Cafe opposite St. Michael for our dinner.
We had steamboat there. Lotz of funny stuff and things happened there.
We eat till all of us are bloated...
Too bad I can't really eat much. Such a waste but it's worth!
After that, we got to go back to my house as my brother need my car.
So, we continue our talking and planning for the rest of the day in my house.
Hehez... ...

2009-05-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

Haiyo, may I know when the IPTA result will be out?
I'm so so undecided!!!

2009-05-19T13:29:00.001+08:00

I hate you, the one who scratched my car door...
I curse you for doing that!

LOVE...... in despair

2009-05-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Mother's Day Special

Forced by poverty and disability, a woman contemplated suicide. She wanted to take her 13 children with her.

Full Story in Malaysiakini.com

Those who wish to help her, please contact Andrew Raju at:-

Andrew Raju
012-612 5146
Malaysian Public Service Society
No.146, Taman Bukit Ampangan,
70000, Seremban, NSDK
Tel: 06-764 9929
Fax: 06-761 1257
email: andrew.mps@yahoo.com

French

2009-05-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

La chose la plus importante n'est pas comment les autres pensent à vous, mais comment vous pensez à elles.

RaNdOm...

2009-05-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

I'm going for new job interview in about an hour from now!
Very nervous lah...
Hope it will be a nice one!

2009-05-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

My love to you has sink to the bottom of the ocean
at last... ...

2009-05-04T00:00:00.001+08:00

KL daytrip...

Just came back from Kuala Lumpur for a day trip. Thanks to Simon and Esther for accompanying me! It's a nice trip indeed. Hope that we've gone chance in the future again to explore more. Haha...

The bad experiences are:
1. Being "thrown" by the stupid bus driver as we don't have enough RM1 notes to give him for the fare and he doesn't provide a change while helping Simon to get his hotel. Luckily, at last we managed to get to our destination save and sound and manage to know even more places in Kuala Lumpur. Next time, we can go all by ourself already! Yeah Yeah! Must thanks to the stupid driver also for "dumping" us at the road side somewhere in Pudu! Hmph...
2. Wait for almost an hour for my bus at Pudu Bus Station for my bus to go home. OMG!

We headed to Times Square and Sungei Wang all by ourselves after checking in and all. Not forgetting The Pavilion. So hard to find it. Haiyo. Somemore all the way there just to buy doughnuts. You say are we nutz? Haha...
LoLx... Can't wait for the next time to go there!!!

Bought this all the way from Pavilion to take back home...

My baby doughnuts@pops from J CO
aren't they cute???

2009-04-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

Am I emo?
I don't mean to be like that!
It just happen to appear as my emotion?!
Or I'm the one to cause it?
I'm feeling bad sometimes for no reasons。。。
Which I don't know why...
Haiz... ...

2009-04-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

.. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..-

2009-04-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

The view of Genting Theme Park late night from my hotel window
(Taken at 1+ a.m while my brother is sleeping soundly)

I went to Genting Highlands on sunday with my family and relatives due to the Agong's Birthday holiday. It was a fun yet normal trip to me as Genting had been so usual to me. By the way, there is bad and good things about this trip this time. The good things are beside going to Genting, I had the opportunity to go Kuala Lumpur and Bidor also on Monday while the bad things are I've got food poisoning there and my Genting annual passport is expiring soon.

Well, basically, I went there just to accompany my siblings to play those rides and to baby-sit my little nephew and niece. LoLx. Then, on the second day, I went to Kuala Lumpur with my parents and sister. Before we headed home, we even went to Bidor for the famous, yummy duck noodles. But sadly, I'm having food-poisoning and diarrhea the whole trip in Kuala Lumpur. Haiz. Hence, I didn't really enjoy it but suffered along the way home.

By the way, thanks to my dad too for bringing me for this holiday and my mum too for the preparing and packing all. Hehez... I love you both so much!

2009-04-21T23:40:00.003+08:00

屬於

我堅持的　都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的　就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求　我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了　不要呢

或許吧　或許我永遠都不会遇見他
或許吧　或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局　我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬　我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心　我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情　我們再一起努力

屬於風的　那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的　那就洶湧的
屬於我們的愛　該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢　不要呢

是他吧　命中早就註定了的那個他
是他吧　他原來就在這裏啊

2009-04-14T13:04:00.003+08:00

Blogger Award

Blogger Award presented by KamWah to me
Nothing much to comment but it will spur me to update more
and make my blog a better blog
Haha... To continue my responsibility
I would like to pass this on to a few of others

Nicole
Leng Leng
Yinz
Danny
Ai Yean

These are those few blogs which I find interesting and have lotz of info
Do keep up the good job
LoLx
For those who didn't get it
Sorry and work hard

2009-04-13T00:24:00.004+08:00

Rainbow of life...

This is the rainbow I saw after rain at my grandma's kitchen

As the old saying goes, rainbow represents luck. If you meet it by chance, You're just so lucky. It's just a rare phenomenon to meet a rainbow nowadays. That is mainly because people nowadays is just too busy to even look or have a glance at the sky in their daily life. Maybe rainbow is above us all the time and maybe our life is just as colourful as the rainbow. Just that we don't have a minute to just stop and appreciate it and it just fade away without anyone knowing its presence. Hence, we should always have some time for ourselves. Don't stress or overload yourself. Treat yourself nicely. Have some moment of intimacy with your loved-one and enjoy our nature sometimes. I beg you'll get a different perspective of life after all these and feel that life is even fuller and happier.

2009-04-13T00:19:00.004+08:00

My mobile phone gone "CRAZY"!!!

Can you see the lighting icon? It actually means that I'm charging my phone.
But, as you see, there is no wire attach to it!!!
So, my mobile phone is "charging" by itself!!!
Cun man! What a phone!

2009-04-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

Life but a waking death???

I don't know what is my goal of life now.
I'm lifeless or decisionless...
Hahaha...
I don't even know how I survive through the day without the soul in it...
Haiz...
I'm so blurr now.
I don't know what I'm going to do and want to do in the future.
I've lost the passion, maybe!
But, I'm not sure of it.
I just let my days pass without an exact target.
Will I even succeed if I continue to be like this?
I don't think so! So do everyone!
I think I should change my attitude now but I'm really lost...

Life is a present...

2009-03-27T23:10:00.004+08:00

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.
His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.
They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days, weeks and months passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

2009-03-26T14:31:00.003+08:00

Life is a gift, live life to the fullness for no regret in the future...

A book entitled "The Gift"

2009-03-26T14:05:00.004+08:00

Look likes my blog is gonna die since I've been sick and busy for a long time...
So, I've decided to bring it alive once more to prevent any death occur due to me!
Lolx... But, I've nothing much to post about.

However, I went to some Education Fair in K.L last last week.
I found out that not bad being as a bakery. This is what I've got from one of the students.

Wow, it's cute and nice!!!

Where as, I went to JJ to hang out last Sunday.
Then, after we bought what we need, we decided to sit down and have a drink.
But then, we found out that all the places were so crowded.
Thus, we ended up go Big Apple.
LoLx...
We even found out that there is a doughnut free with any purchase of tea or coffee.
So, we beria-ria want to buy.
At last, you see what we've got.

Super tiny espresso plus glacier doughnut

2009-03-11T12:40:00.002+08:00

Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments...

So, I'll just let the minutes of sadness passed without any trace left and enjoy the moment I've shared with all my closed one including my friends and family for everything they had done for me! Thanks for all the kindness, advices and experiences shared. I love all of you!!!

2009-03-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've got my STPM result today.
It's not really that good, yet not really that bad.
Haiz...
Now, only hope that I can apply to the university and the course I want.

2009-03-07T16:04:00.003+08:00

I seems like lost my life already by the moment I received the news that next week STPM result is releasing.
OMG!!! Imagine!
When I just make a turn just now, I bang a chair and hurt myself at my legs.
It is a "blue black" patch on my right leg and a little bit stretch between my toes on my left leg.
Haiz... Is the result really the important??? That it affects my life now so badly... ...

2009-03-06T12:58:00.002+08:00

STPM result is going to release soon.
It's on 10th of March 2009(Tuesday).
I can feel my doomsday is just round the corner now.
Depression had taken control of me now!!!

2009-03-04T20:16:00.001+08:00

Haiz...
I'm so tired for being myself.
Why will I be like this?
Why? Why? Why?
I'm so frustrated.
Can I be weird sometimes?
Can I do something extra-ordinary?
Can I? Do I?
I'm so confused about myself!!!

2009-03-03T14:20:00.002+08:00

Holding anger is a poison
It eats you from inside
We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us
But, hatred is a curved blade
And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.

2009-03-03T14:18:00.002+08:00

When you sacrifice something precious,
you're not really losing it.
You're just passing it on to someone else.

2009-03-03T13:25:00.001+08:00

Strangers...
are just family you have yet to come to know.

2009-02-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

Did I become more and more gloomy? That makes me a totally stranger to myself...
Am I? Did I?
Well, I've went to visit my friends yesterday and we went to CC as well as they decided that I need to learn the computer games.
Haha.
They said I've became quite gloomy recently that I no longer release the so called "positive energy"(happiness) that I used to be.
By the way, I don't know whether it is true or it's just their expectation on me!
LoLx...
But, I don't think I really change much these period.
Who knows?
I maybe... ...

...:::Craziness Rulez Me:::...

2009-02-22T14:49:00.003+08:00

Boredom is killing me slowly and softly from the core of my heart!!!
I can't really explain much about this but I really do feel this way deep in my little, reflectively pounding heart...
How I wish I can go back to my study as soon as possible where my time will be used up for some better reason like getting knowledge instead of being wasted off.
~Sigh! ~Sigh! ~Sigh!~
I can read my books with indescribable speed that I've ever imagine I'm able to read now whenever I hold a book. I feel worry as my pocket is getting more and more EMPTY while my small little box of books is getting more and more FULL that I might need to buy another container for them.
Now, I've been using almost all my money for my beloved BOOKS.
Imagine! I've been crazy in books until I bring books in my bags and read it every single free minute I have even when I'm waiting for traffic lights and I did went to bookshops to read books while my family is shopping around.
Guess I'm really a bit CRAZY these days... ...

2009-02-18T15:10:00.004+08:00

Meaning of LOVE

Once, Cupid ask Aphrodite. "What is the meaning of LOVE?"

Aphrodite says, "'L' represents 'Listen', love means you must listen to the others' need without any terms or conditions applied and lend a helping hand when it's appropriate. 'O' represents 'Obligate', love needs a lot of gratitude, give out more love in term of duties or responsibilities to help the shoot of love grow stronger and healthier each day. 'V' represents 'Valued', love is a way you show your respect, care, encouragement and praise that comes truly from your heart. 'E' represents 'Excuse', love is treating everyone with love in your heart, no doubt that you will excuse all the mistakes that he or she did and all his or her defects, accept who ever he or she is.

2009-02-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I can work that long.
I've worked for 16 hours or maybe longer yesterday!
Huh...
It was such a hectic day for me.
I've been rushing from one place to the second one like hell when it is time to change.
And what I get is migrain and gastric in the end!
Haiz...
Speechless...
By the way, just wish everyone Happy belated Valentine Day!!!

2009-02-13T16:12:00.002+08:00

Appreciate everyone around you when you still can.
Life is a short journey and you don't have the second chance.
Therefore, do whatever you are able to show your appreciation before it is too late.
And remember to live life to the fullness that you won't regret.