New Style!!!

Today is already the last day of January in 2008!!! One month passed just like that! It seems that time just flies. Haiz. What can we do? We can't go back! So, just appreciate everyday and use every minute/second to the fulness!!! Hooo... Alas, I can breathe the 'free' air! My biology assignment had been passed up today with success! Hooray! I must jump for joy! Haiz. Luckily!!! I darn worry for the past few days! However, today is quite a busy day too! I've a lot of homework!!! Biology, Pengajian Am(Statistic), Mathematics, Chemistry and MUET. LoL... Darn tiring lah!
Hehez... Today, I went to cut my hair! It is very short now! I feel sad for cutting them! I haven't cut my fringe that short before! Errk... I feel regret now! How lah? What should I do? What can I do? My sister said it is ugly! But, my brothers said nice! What lah? I really do not know who to believe now! Just hope that it isn't ugly!!! Sobz...
Chaoz 1st! I still have to finish my homework! Haihz... "~_~

Frustrated!!!

Today I really frustrated! It is caused by several reasons. I scolded people for the very first time in my school! I rarely scold people but this time I really can't take it anymore. So, I just blast off!!! It does help a little by letting it out! At least, I feel a little bit better after that! Okay, the very first thing that caused my anger is the stupid bitch in my school! She suspended one of my comm-mates due to one very ridiculous reason, long hair!!! His hair is a bit longer, but it isn't that over that caused him to be suspended! The bitch is too over this time! Since the time she suspended one of my friends due to hair problems also, she is getting worse and over. She wants to control everything! That shouldn't be the way! I hate her!!! Until now, she had suspended 3 of our dear prefects for the same reason! How can she do that??? Too over already!!!
Secondly is due to my biology project that I had mentioned in the last few blog! Tomorrow is already the date-line. But, we still haven't finish it and I scare we unable to finish it by time! Thus, some of our group members decided to stay back after school today to do it! Our group consists of 5 members! But, only three is doing the things!!! As I know, four is staying back but I'm not sure where the one had gone by the time three of us is worrying and trying hard to do what ever we can in order to pass up our project in time. The one who is lost suppose to wrap something and bring them to school by today! However, it ended up with all three of us helping him to do everything! We rushed like mad in our class after the dismissal time! When the time is getting late which is almost the time I need to go to my tuition, I found out that we haven't even take our lunch. So, I just asked my friends whether want to go for lunch together and found out where is the remaining person! As I was told, he is suppose to be in the computer lab, but at last I found him at La Salle Centre! Do u know how angry I was? I haven't even take my lunch and need to rush to my tuition. Hence, I just went there and scolded him! I scold people for the first time in my school! I was always a hot-tempered person but I really rarely scold people! I just can't take it anymore! I'm too frustrated today! Too angry! How lah? I'm becoming worse! I can't control my temper already! I scare... I scare I'll lost control once again!!!
Haiz... What should I do???

3 more days to February 2008!!!

My biology project is going well so far! Thank god! Today, my group members able to get all the names and data related for all our bugs or known as insects! After that, we still have to pin the insects and wrap up the whole box with the big wrapper! Haha. I hope everything will be just fine like that as thursday,31st of January is already the date-line! Lolx. Hope that we will be able to finished it by time!
Haiz... I darn tired lah today! After school got General Meeting for prefect, then sport practice and after that got yoga class! Wow, I just reached home by 8 o'clock! Wah, I've left my house at 6.45a.m. this morning and arrived home at 8.00p.m.! Almost 11 hours!!! Longer than those who work! Haiz. How sad? Furthermore, last saturday I've wushu practice which I've never practise it for years! Damn! It's so tiring! Thus, from now onwards must constantly practise my wushu, tai chi and yoga everyday to prevent my back from aches anymore! Fu-yoh! 3 sports!!! Am I going to be a sportman soon! Lolx... Just hope that I won't die of exhaustion!!! Hehez... Tomorrow is even worse! I've two tuition!!! Until 9.30p.m.! Errk... But, got a short period between the two tuition which I'll be able to go home and bath! Thanks god for that!
Today, I took my lunch at 4p.m. and my dinner at 9.30p.m.! So blur already! It is suppose to be the time others take their tea-break and supper! So pity lah me! (TT_TT) Somemore, I've severe migrain or better known as headache! My friends also scolded me because I've just finished half of my rice this afternoon! He told me that those in Africa have nothing to eat at all and they even take their faeces and urine! Haiz... I really do not mean to waste the food but I really can't take in anymore! Sorry to those in Africa! I'm really sorry for today's did! Hope the god won't punished me! I'll sure finished all my food in the future as all food is gifted by the god!

Notes: People, please don't waste anything especially your food and drinks! Think of those in suffer and you will found out that how lucky we are!

Biology project

Haiz... At last my biology group assignment is coming to its end! My assignment brought me a lot of troubles that we have to go to Cameron Highlands to get the insects and pluck all kinds of plants which are needed to be put in the album and etc. Then, the problem of how to work on them come! After that, the insects were all attacked by maggots that really brought us to a more hectic situation! We have no sufficient time to go Cameron again to get all those insect speciments and our box haven't finish build! Errk... Darn depress for some days before this! Haiz... Alas, today everything can be settle! At least, now the box is fully wrapped and the tags all finished. Hope that my mate will be able to get all the insects!!! Let's pray!
Tomorrow will be a more busy day! The sport practice will take place since tomorrow! Prefectorial board also having the first General Meeting tomorrow! Furthermore, Chinese New Year is just round the corner! I've to help my parents to do some preparation such as cleaning up the house, buying stuffs in need and so on! The town also getting busier and busier each day! Almost everyday got traffic jam lah! Sigh...
Haihz... Enough for today, more update in next blog! Chaoz...

p/s: Hope everything goes well after all these suffering moments~~~

Haiz...

I have to wake up darn early this morning to go to school as today is a schooling day to replace the 11th of February during the Chinese New Year. Haiz... Some more, I've forgotten to set my alarm yesterday. Thus, I almost do not able to get up! However, I able to woke up at 6.15a.m. and rushed to the bathroom to do the cleaning up and take my breakfast because scared of having gastric as I'm not taking my dinner yesterday night. Then, I 'flied' to school! Hehez. Anyway, I didn't get late but early! Hohoho...
By the way, today seems a moody day for everybody. Everyone looks sad and lifeless. Besides, one of my friend did something terrible towards himself yesterday and showed me the result this morning! I darn worry about him the whole day! I scared he will do something worse! Haiz. Hope that he will be okay soon like what he had promised me! I really care for all my friends and hope that everyone is happy and in their best all the time! I also darn sick today as my gastric is getting worse day by day! I don't know why! I eat everyday but don't know why still got gastric! Haiz...
Alas, today I washed and polished my car!!! My 'hubby' is now shine and handsome!!! Yeah! My hands darn pain and I'm very tired now until I almost can't feel my hands! But, just now rain cats and dogs until one side of my car is wet and dirty already! I feel very sad now! TT_TT Sobz... I also feel very frustrated to the "sky"! Why must it rains on the day I wash my car??? Some more, I polished my car already! Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...

A busy friday!!! (Tired)

Haiz... Today I've gastric pain lah! Darn painful until I want to take out my stomach and throw it away! Why lah? Why my stomach that bad? Always give my painful and sad moments! I want to change it! Hehez... By the way, I've a busy time the whole day! After school, we, the prefectorial board, libralian board and monitorial board got a stupid rehearse for oath-taking ceremony that's going to hold on the coming monday! Haha. Everyone looks like kindergarden kids only that waited to be lined up accordingly! Lolx. So cute! Hehez. After that, I did the most stupid thing in the world, lying! I give stupid reasons to make someone stay back at school for something! Haha. What a stupid thing I've did? I won't do that anymore!!! I swear! Hehez. Then, I went to BSN with two of my classmates to withdraw money! Yeah! Alas, I can spend a little after all these sad period for being broke! Alas! Then. I rushed back to my school for lunch before rushing to my tuition! Huh... What a busy day! Until my legs almost swollen in that darn stupid black shoes for walking a long distance! I need a new pairs of shoes that is similar to sportshoes, may I? Haiz. Most probably the answer is NO!!! What can I do? During my tuition, I fall aasleep! I fall asleep!!! What? OMG!!! How can I? I think I'm too tired already! I'm exhausted! Hehez. Then, I found out that my friends all also not paying full attention to the tuition teacher! What kind of attitude we have? Lolx. One is sleeping, one is playing with hp and one is busy sending sms all the time! Haha. Is this the attitude of students attending tuition??? LoL... ~^_*~

Here I enclosed the omly two photos which I able to take when we are having tuition because I was sleepy too!

She is having sweet dreams! I'm wondering how is she dreaming!!!

Wah! So busy sending sms??? To who???
Smiling!!! Suspicious!!!

I'm sick!!!

Long time ago, I think is about this period last year, I've been attacked by one kind of sickness that cause me half-died by that time! I can't work or do anything by that time for being so weak to even move from my bed! By that time, I eat nothing for about two weeks. That is why I was so weak by that time! I've never been that weak before in my life that I thought I really will leave the world by anytime! I had fever, sneeze, cough, skin disease and etc. Many illness attacked me by the same time! Haiz... Thus, now I'm scare! Today, it seems that the "time" is coming soon! Today, I've severe stomachache for the whole day till I can't able to stand long or even sit long! How sad?! I can't even drive properly! I can't be that! I can't be sick now! I still remember clearly that last year, my sickness started with all this symptoms!!! I really really worry now! I've no fear in my life like such before! I really lost now! I can do nothing to help myself or can be said I know nothing that can be done to help myself! I'm lost in this complicated world! What should I do? What can I do? How I must react? I really don't know! I really sad that I'm that weak by this time! I thought I'm strong all the time. But, now I know that I'm not! I'm very weak instead! I really out of track this time! I don't know where is my destiny, what is my target... I'm lost! I'm almost crazy! I fear... ... Sorrow is all around me!!!