Who am I?

I really don't know what or who am I to you now. Even others' girl friend, a game, a news in the newspaper or anything can be more important than me! I'm sad and stress. Yet, no one really cares! No one really care who am I or what I am. What ever happen to me, just be it. Even though after accident also no one cares about your feelings, how you feel or did you hurt, injured or shocked. This is my current situation? I don't know how to discuss those complicated feelings inside now! Should I leave? Should I just leave all things behind? Start my new life? Forget about these bad stuff. I always tell myself, this is only for a short while... After all, the situation worsen and now: IGNORANCE. I don't know how long more I can stand this! I'm usually not the type of person but this time, I really do hope there will be changes on HIM.

Long time din post blog...
Insomnia again! Dunno y even with him here!
I also forget when is the last time I insomnia!
Me being weird!!! Totally emotional!
Am I demanding too much?
Am I too stressed?
Have I being hurt too much that day?
I dunno the answer! How I wish someone will!
I dont know what am I wishing and waiting for?
I dunno what I want now!
I just wish to cry loud under the rain!!!
Just like that! The usual me!!!
Who tends to hide all my emotions!!!
Who not willing to depend on others!
Who loves rainy day!
When she can run and play in the rain!!!
But, secretly drop her tears with them!
And pretend nothing happen and SMILE to others~~~
How I wish to get the little girl back!!!!
Please come back!