2007......

Alas!!! My bad luck 2007 is coming to its end!!! How I wish tomorrow is 2008!!! But, it seems that time flies too fast! I've just finished my SPM yesterday, tomorrow I'm already going to take STPM!!! Haihz...

Yeah! I held a small party at my house yesterday night to celebrate Christmas, New Year and My birthday!!! Although it is a small size one, but I did enjoy it very much!!! To all those who attended: Rachel, Simon, Esther, Joey, Akioshi, Faris, Yuly, Cheryl, Luanz, Yenz, Haoz, n Waiz yesterday, thank s for coming and making it a success!!! To those who unable to make it: It's ok! Hope we have another time to meet later on!!! LOLx. Lots of love to everyone!!! I'm quite happy recently for gaining all those love, friendship, and etc from people all over! Thanks to everyone! Muacxxx......

Tomorrow is already the last day we can spend for 2007!!! I think I'll miss it!!! I'll miss year 2007 forever for so many happening and happy memory formed during this fruitful year besides all those unhappy events!!! Hope everyone will keep the memory spent throughout their life for it happened only once in a lifetime!!!

...:::HAPPY 2008! ~*o*~ HAPPY NEW YEAR!:::...

Merry Christmas......

Wow, it is such a long period I didn't update my blog!!! How can be like that?
I'm a bit too busy recently already(I think)!? LOLx. I'm quite happy although I really busy recently cuz it was all due to good reasons!!! Hehez. Such as last friday, I have been busy until not even have a minute to sit comfortably. However, I'm happy on that day that at last I'm able to meet up two of my best buddy since October!!! Yeah!!! But, sad to say, I got scold from my parents after I've gone to meet my frenz for going home too late and hang out the whole day!
TT_TT Huuhuuhuu...... How sad I'm to face those "lecture"??? But, all over already!!! LOLx...

Last Sunday oso, I'm able to meet another two buddy up!!! Hehez. Finally, I get to know how a mansion looks like. My dear friend, Juliana's family held a Christmas party at her house. So, I'm so honoured to be invited to attend it! Lolx. What a funny thing that the party got Tibet Llama also!!! I really suprise when get to know that! By the way, I did happy to meet them up and be able to chat together after a long time separate! Hope we will have more time to do that too in the future no matter how far we separate!!! Juliana's house darn big or large, man! Like a mansion only! Haha. Got four big, grand car also! Haihz... I really envy lah!!!

Okay, at last I come to today!!! LOLx. Today is Christmas!!! How fast time passed? Last year Christmas when I celebrate in Singapore still very clear in my mind! Just like yesterday's. Sigh... How fast I grow old?! The speed really scared me!!! 8 more days!!! 8 more days I will be 18yrs old already! Aside of thrilled, I'm sad too as growing older and older days by days......
That is what man mention that time can't be buy!!!

~^_^~ Merry Christmas to everyone!!!

MY FINGERNAILS!!! DEATH......

LOL...... XD


Today I've done something very unusual!!! My nails got their new 'clothes' today!!!
Haha... If it was last time, sure I won't agree with this! I myself dunno wat had happened to me that I agreed to so! Until now I face a lot of problems with my daily activities including wash face, wash hair, picking up things and some others minor things that normally I can do it myself without any difficulties at all! But, now I may need to seek for help! OMG! How pity? Even when I'm typing this, I face difficulties! Haihz... I shouldn't agree at first lah!!! Besides, I unable to help my mum with some of the household chores too b'cuz of the stupid long fingernails!!! Aiyo, wat should I do now??? How can I improve my skill to continue my life having long fingernails??? Anyone will be able to help me??? Please! Please tell me how??? I urgently need to noe this!!! Thank you!!!


Haihz, I swear I will try my best to skin Wei Sheng alive if possible!!! Errrkk...... He dare to bluff me!!! Somemore, play a joke with me that involved his own life that almost scared me till I cry yesterday night!!! He acted as if he is his brother and told me his death! How scare I'm??? What if he really die??? What will I do??? I really nervous and worry hearing that kind of news! DEATH! Please!!! Everyone, please do not ever play a joke with ur own life! Our life is important to us!!!

Birthday?!

Yesterday was my dearest Jia Yee's birthday!!! So sad can't go out with her leh! All because of my stupid chemistry tuition!!! Hate it lah! However, we able to hang out together on tuesday! Hehe. Fun lah celebrating her birthday in Ipoh Parade! Although not much people, but as well as all of us really enjoy ourselves! Huh?! But, quite bad lah! Cuz at first we plan to go KBOX but at last end up go bowling!!! KBOX full already!!! What? How can this be? Haihz. But, not bad too going to play bowling! By the way, I found out that one of my friends, Faris darn pro in playing bowling! Sobz. It seems that I'm so bad that day! But, we played till quite happy lah! Before that, we too went for "branch" at Sushi King!!! Quite fun also, just too expensive!!! LOLx... Then, I got to know this friend of mine, Daniel got his part-time job already! Congrate, ya? And get to know at yesterday that he had passed his Undang Test!!! Haha, congrate again loh!!! So geng lah! Hehe, hope he can pass all successfully! LOLx......


Well, I'm a bit worry of my life now! I can't sleep every night again! It seems that my insomia is getting worse! Tuesday night I slept at 2a.m and yesterday night at 3a.m sumting! TT_TT Wooo...... I scare I'm going back to the past! Haihz. It isn't bad thing. Just I'll be very tired after sleep after that! Sigh. Hope that I'll be ok after sometimes! Maybe just because I'm a bit stress recently! Hope so it is like that! Haihz...

Hope that my life will be smoother after my mum brought me to pray at the temple today!!!

Nintendo DS (NDSL)

Wow! This gameboy like thingy really "cun" lah! Very very fun playing with it! Can download songs, pictures, and games in it! Something like PSP but is slightly cheaper! Only slightly! Still very expensive lah, man! RM560++. I ain't dat rich to buy a toy at that price! TT_TT
Somemore, my cousin sis is going soon! Miss it so much leh! Hope I can get one!!!

I really crazy in this NDSL lah! Hear of Jolin Tsai also crazy in this recently! Lolx. I crazy in these games that named , and ! Dare fun lah! I play till no need to sleep also okay!!! Really really fun lah! If possible, lend or purchase one to try these out!!!

The zoo-keeper is something to do with IQ stuff! One needs to be fast in action and high in IQ to play! Lolx. This game required one to think fast and helps to activate one's mind which in another word, IMPROVE IQ!!! Haha.

Cooking-mama is a game to 'cook'! Wahaha. Exactly like in real kitchen where required one to chop, cut, grate, peel, fry, stew and etc after one has chose a dish to cook. Then, after one try all the recipe, one can try to combine or test her/his skill of cooking! Lolx. Very cun!

Mario-car-racing is a car racing game where the choice of characters are those from the game! Lolx. Although it is just a car racing game which does not really require critical thinking like , it is funny when u race in "mushrooms" which is the "car" of Mario or so on! Kawaii neh!

p/s: Hope that everyone in this world stay 'young' and happy always!!! ;p

DEATH

Recently, many funerals need to be attend! For example: My dad's frenz die out of a sudden without any symptoms the week before. My frenz's mother die b'cuz of cancer! From daniel's blog, I get to know that his frenz's death! Wow!!! What a big number! Due to my observation as I alwiz park my car near the funeral service provider shop, the people get in and out non-stop everyday with sad faces. That means that even more people that we do not know is dying beside those we know! Haihz... Life?! Before this, maybe I'm too young and immature to realize this matter, I found out that everyone in this world cross the "gate of hell" at least once in a lifetime without really entering! Those with serious illness, those met with accident, those who have will to commit suicide and so on. Who knows? Maybe u and I cross that "gate" before? But, just it hasn't be the time for us to enter it, that's why We still appear as a alive person now!

Anyway, like what I've written in my blog earlier: Appreciate ur LIFE today and don't leave with regret the next day! Live ur life to its fulness! Life do not have a take two! One won't have a second chance to be on earth except those who bless by the GOD himself!!!

May god bless evryone in this world! ~*_*~

Holiday?!

My house full of human beings nowaday!!! My aunties and cousins all gathered at my house for the past few days! Whoops! Now only I realize that my house is small...... Sad!

But then, nothing worse than how I spent my holz in the past few days! I wake up at 11a.m or 12p.m almost everyday! Blur case the whole day!!! Wow, I also don't know how I follow my tuition on the afternoon! How I concentrate? I, myself wonder!!! Lolx.

Recently also I've put on weight. I ate like cow@pig everyday although I didn't take breakfast! Cuz by the time I woke up, it was already noon! Wakakaka... Haihz, how I can reduce weight later? Who can tell me? Yer...... I'm getting heavier n heavier!!! Sigh...

In conclusion, my holz is a way to "help" me put on weight??? Then, better still I don't want it, ain't I???

LTC!!!

My LTC(Leadership Training Course) ended at 30th of November!!! At 1st, this LTC is suxx for me! I feel like wanna go home on the very 1st nite! But, with all the supports n all the fun I've got there, it turns out to be a memorable one for me! I miss it sooo much now. The frenz, moments shared, ghost stories, speakers, n so on! I miss them so much now!

But, sad for one of my frenz, Ting Jiun, he hurted himself on the 1st day that make him unable to join in some of the fun! Sobz. After all, he too enjoy the camp very much as what the others do!

During the beach time there too, I got hurt many times!!! My knees all full of scratches n so on! My elbows scratched! My biseps n triseps damn pain till now b'coz of tha tug of war games! However, all these were repid by the fun n friendship gained! I've get to know many new friends due to this LTC and manage to strengthen some of it. Happy for making so many new friends...... Yeah!

Due to this camp oso, I'm able to get to know all my comm members better! During the sharing time, even those who alwiz remain quiet n din talk much normally opened up n speak! I'm so happy with it that I able to know their inner side! Thanks for everyone too for sharing sincerely that time! Hope that we can really works well after all the harsh moments that we had shared before and hope that all v spoke that day will be keep as a secret shared by all CS comm members!

Last but not least, hope that evryone who joined the LTC does enjoy themselves throughout the camp!!! All the best to everyone!!! ~^_^~

Appreciate!

LTC is gonna start tomolo! I very worry lah! I haven;t pack my stuff yet! No mood to do so now! So, better online first! Hehe...... So many days din online d! Cuz very very busy! I really really hope that my LTC will be a lively, happy n happening one!

Huu...... That day outings I very pity! Wet for 2 times!!! No clothes to change after getting wet the 2nd time! Sob sob...... But, luckily v able to help Rachel to celebrate her birthday before hand! Yer...... I sick d lah after that cuz of the water game! Hope that I'll be better tomolo!!! May god bless me! :)

Life is a short period for everyone! My dear comm member, Di-yan's mother just past away on friday cuz of cancer! Sobz. Sad for him! Hope that he will be ok! Lets us all pray for his mother!!!

Hence, to everyone in this world: do appreciate what u own or have today! Dun let ur life be dull n dun waste it, it won't repeat again! Life no take 2!!! Take it as what it is! Stay as happy n cheerful as one can! Life will be different if u urself think about it in a different perspective!

~^_^~

Tired of life???

Hey, I'm back after resting for so many days.........

So tired lah me! Mostly everyday have to wear "mask" when face the real world outside!
I think, without the mask, I'm not brave enough to face others lah! Yer, so lame lah me!
TT_TT Wooooo......... TToTT Waa.........

However, one good news I would like to announce here. I'm not longer insomia everyday lu! Yesterday, I'm able to sleep even in the sofa! Yeah! Yeah! So happy lah me now! Thanx for my frenz who pass me this sleep sleep disease! Haha. XD

~LTC is round the corner now! Many things are not prepared yet! Yer. Damn busy lah allthe commission heads! We have to come out with the games n some activities which we haven't really sit down n discuss be4! Hehez. Actually, it is our fault oso for being so lazy! Hehez... Anyway, xt week is oleidi LTC! So, after xt week, everything will be over! Just very sad dat the teacher bluff us for the money stuff! Sobz... Money again! Haha... Hope that all the other things run well after dis without any problems lah! May god bless us all here!~

*Yahoo! Tomolo is our cleanliness and security commission outings! I hope that everyone will be able to make it and hope that it will be a nice one for all who comes! Lets rock Wei Sheng's house tomolo! Yeah!!!*

School "movie" end at last!!!

Yahoo! At last, the fund raising thingy for my commission ends today! I dun wan to stay back in skul until so late anymore lah! Very tired! I've been a panda now for being a bit overstressed now!!! OH MY GOD! I dun wan to be like that! Someone pls help me...... TT_TT
However, all these nitemare will end after today! Yeah! *Celebrate*
Oops, I'm very disappointed with myself now! The academic result like shit! Then, whatever I do oso not so successful!!! Hah? What kinds of life is this? Is it really a challenge of life like what my frenz told me?? Who can tell me the answer??? Haihz...... Maybe this is my life!!! I've to accept it! =)

My friend met an accident today! His car is in a quite bad condition! The stupid motorist!!! Is he blind? The signal light is oleidi so clear oso he said can't c! Wat is that? Haihz. My frenz damn sad n emo today lah! Yer. Anyway, Yee Kheng, nvm geh! Our bad luck will over soon! This stupid 2007 will cum to the end in 47 more days! Yeah... Yipee... Yahoo... XD

That's all for today, no mood to write anymore! Feeling down n unhappy today! Chaoz...
C ya later!!! Have a nice day!

Hey!

Haha, yesterday have been a nice day for me cuz learnt a lot of new "things" and I've outings with friends! But, a bit disappointed n unhappy due to certain circumstances! Anyway, it is really a joyful day for me! Lolx......

Walau! I've been a bad gal now! My friends taught me alot of bad things nowadays! Hehe, but I think I'm kind of bad oso lah! Hehez... Cuz I want to hear oso! Lolx. XD

Waaaa...... I'm whole wet lah during the water game yesterday! Those who kena me, I'll take revenge geh! Hehez... Becareful!!!! Haha. However, it kinda of fun n helps to release tension that v ppl got nowadays! Ecspecially during these times! Lolx. But, pity for those who didn't bring extra clothes to change! Sorry ya if I've attack anyone who dun ve extra clothes to change! Please forgive me! May god bless u din get sick as it is raining and kinda cold yesterday!!!

Tomolo SPM starts! For all the f5, good luck and all the best! Without my realisation, I've been leaving my f5 for a year adi! Haihz... I'm old adi! Sigh...... (-_-)

A day? Friday!

Today had been quite a happy day for me geh! I able to hang out with my frenz today! Hehez, especially with my dearest galfrenz, Jia Yee. Long time din hang out di! Lolx. However, da stupid thumb of mine meke me very frustrated at the same time! I can't do the thumbs up action d! Sobz... That is my favourite! TT_TT WOOOoooo......... Sad lah me!
Hope that everything goes back to normal 2mr!

Hehe, today I get to know that one of my best friends found her loved one d! Happy for her! Haha... Hope that their relationship can last long till forever! Everyone, pls congrate them too!
Gong Xi... Gong Xi...

Today oso a memorable day for David! Haha, today is Sue Ean's birthday! Yeah! Yeah! Lolx...
Everyone who born today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Haha...... XD

p/s: Sorry, Daniel! I can't promise u anything cuz I'm out of control whenever I'm sad or frustrated! SORRY! I really sorry for that! Forgive me, pls! Hehez, But I will try my best, k? =)

What a sad day!

Today had been a sad day to me! Everything went wrong n I keeep on forgrtting about my role in this world! Sigh... This is my fate? Or just I'm escaping from the reality? Who can tell me the answer? Help me, god! Save me! I feel very very down today! My so called "mask" seems like cracking now! I dunno what my life depends on now! I dun wan to be rely on anything else! I want to be independent! But, how? How could I? I unable to solve my own questions now! I do not know what to do sometimes n feel very scare to face! Hence, I tend to escape from it! However, once I escaped from it, I feel like the question becoming more n more 'heavy' to me! Haihz... What should I do?


I want to thank one of my friend, Daniel here. And sorry for everything that I've done today, I do not mean it! But, I unable to control myself adi! Hope u got it!


Nitez...everyone! May all have a nice, tight sleep! Sweet dream! :)

Boys!!!

Yellow! What one will think about yellow? something else...... U know. I know. Everybody knows. Haha......XD
Today, me n those so called my "brothers" talked lotz of yellow jokes! Haha. Then, v seem like breaking the library rules for laughing quite loud there! Hehez. p/s:Sorry ya, all those who went to library n interupt by us today! May god bless u all! ;) Please forgive me! However, although I'm da one who tell da jokes but actually I can't really understand what the jokes mean. But, then when I finish it. Thanks to my bros, Jia Xian n David. I learn a lot of bad stuff today! Haha. Those terms like TKL n etc. wic I do not noe last time now being taught n saved in my "memory card" up there in my brain! Shuu... Wat a JOKE? I'm da eldest among them but I'm da ol 1 who didn't understand all this! BOYS! BOYS!
Haihz... But then, now I'm oleidi learn all those bad things! My mind oleidi polluted! This is all their fault!
But, thanx to them too for lighten up my days!



One of my friends is leaving "us" soon. I'm sure gonna miss her! This saturday v will make a farewell for her! She needs to further her study at other place. Thus, she needs to leave us for her dream! Hope dat she can achieve wat she wants with all our support! I'll alwiz remember her! I'm gonna miss u, Syafiqah! Hope that her future is brighter with my wishes......

$$$$$ MONEY $$$$$

Money? Wat money stands for? Wat is it? Who create it?
Damn! This word created a lot of problem to human nowadays! Without it, u're nothing! Although there is a chinese saying that goes: Money is not everything! Lolx. What money mean to human nowadays? A basic need or luxurious life with the present of it? Haha.
Honestly, this MONEY created damn lotz of problem to me recently! Everyday, problems to raise fund keep on popping out no matter where I'm n wat it related to? Skul stuff. Personal things. Hp credits. Household thingy n bla.....
Haihz. I feel like ppl in this modern day can't live without money. Without money, nothing can be done! Without money oso, everything in this world oso gonna end its normal routine, izit it? Yer. Hence, the conclusion is money is everything??? Huu......



May god bless all the human kinds in this world n bless those who are taking their examination!!! May god bless u! :)

Life is really one kind of weird thing? I dunno. Maybe others feel da same! Who know? Haihz...
Today has been a bad day for me to go through! I feel very, extremely troubled today as many problems just pop out in a sudden without notice anytime! What life is? Yucks! Maybe god has totally forgotten about my present in this world that forget to spare me any wishes!!! That's y I suffer that much in my life! Haha... It seems like I'm bluffing myself! Haihz... Lolx. But then, I really hope that god up there pls take note. Dun ever forget anyone anymore! They really suffer like shit here! Maybe... Maybe... They din belong to this world! Hahaha...... XD
Who know wat's god's decision??? Huh???

Life sucks for me!

My life is damn sucks recently! Everything went wrong in watever I did. Sad for that! N recently I oso found out dat a lotz of problems that wun appear in my life last time tense to pop up in my brain now! Y? Y? Y life like that? Haihz...... I've oso been very blur recently! Keeps on forgetting all important info n things when I try to concentrated in other things, but end up can't concentrated in that too! Damn! I feel very frustrated for that now! Y my life change to that? Anyone will be able to tell me the reason? N I've turn out to be very aggressive recently! Haha, I tense to hit my friends in class whichever I like. I think ppl will leave me soon due to that reason! Haihz... By da way, I've found out a song that quite suit me. "Flyaway" from F.I.R. N I 've found out that the lyrics is wrote by Ian when he faced a similar situation like me last time when he hasn't join the band! Haha. What a ironic comparison!!!