Did I become more and more gloomy? That makes me a totally stranger to myself...
Am I? Did I?
Well, I've went to visit my friends yesterday and we went to CC as well as they decided that I need to learn the computer games.
Haha.
They said I've became quite gloomy recently that I no longer release the so called "positive energy"(happiness) that I used to be.
By the way, I don't know whether it is true or it's just their expectation on me!
LoLx...
But, I don't think I really change much these period.
Who knows?
I maybe... ...

...:::Craziness Rulez Me:::...

Boredom is killing me slowly and softly from the core of my heart!!!
I can't really explain much about this but I really do feel this way deep in my little, reflectively pounding heart...
How I wish I can go back to my study as soon as possible where my time will be used up for some better reason like getting knowledge instead of being wasted off.
~Sigh! ~Sigh! ~Sigh!~
I can read my books with indescribable speed that I've ever imagine I'm able to read now whenever I hold a book. I feel worry as my pocket is getting more and more EMPTY while my small little box of books is getting more and more FULL that I might need to buy another container for them.
Now, I've been using almost all my money for my beloved BOOKS.
Imagine! I've been crazy in books until I bring books in my bags and read it every single free minute I have even when I'm waiting for traffic lights and I did went to bookshops to read books while my family is shopping around.
Guess I'm really a bit CRAZY these days... ...

Meaning of LOVE

Once, Cupid ask Aphrodite. "What is the meaning of LOVE?"

Aphrodite says, "'L' represents 'Listen', love means you must listen to the others' need without any terms or conditions applied and lend a helping hand when it's appropriate. 'O' represents 'Obligate', love needs a lot of gratitude, give out more love in term of duties or responsibilities to help the shoot of love grow stronger and healthier each day. 'V' represents 'Valued', love is a way you show your respect, care, encouragement and praise that comes truly from your heart. 'E' represents 'Excuse', love is treating everyone with love in your heart, no doubt that you will excuse all the mistakes that he or she did and all his or her defects, accept who ever he or she is.

I can't believe that I can work that long.
I've worked for 16 hours or maybe longer yesterday!
Huh...
It was such a hectic day for me.
I've been rushing from one place to the second one like hell when it is time to change.
And what I get is migrain and gastric in the end!
Haiz...
Speechless...
By the way, just wish everyone Happy belated Valentine Day!!!

Appreciate everyone around you when you still can.
Life is a short journey and you don't have the second chance.
Therefore, do whatever you are able to show your appreciation before it is too late.
And remember to live life to the fullness that you won't regret.

Love is a game
It has no conclusion
Everything in it has its hidden secret
Those seen does not seem be the truth of all
But those unseen does not seem to be not
It depends whether you really want it or not
Whether you want to participate or give up
It is choice of life...
Which everyone will face someday in their life
You can choose to be the liar or the one being lied
And I choose to give up in this

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the underground;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost-

@ DAY...

Yeah! I've an outing with two of my dearie, Phui Yee and Rita. Woohoo! It was a superb one. We went for movie, McD and chat all the time! ^o^ It is wonderful spending my time with them. They are just undescribable. I love you two! Muacx...

Then, later on, I went to work till night. LoLx... Very very tired! I've been assigned to do a project in my working place together with my dearie Yuly too. So, gambateh!!! We cracked our head most of the day for creative idea to present. At last, the themes that we have chosen are galaxy, ocean and nature. Looks as if we are doing some natural/environmental stuff but we aren't. Haha... Don't really know why we both love these...

When it is almost 12a.m., I decided to "cook porridge" with my dearie Tammy. Hehez. Guess what? I really miss her a lot this few days although I've just seen her this morning and yesterday. Then, we talked and talked and talked until almost 2hours. OMG! This is superb too! However, it is a wonderful day for me to call it a day! LoLx... Hope everyday will be like that too... God Bless, ya?

I'm lost in Kampung Simee( I think it is consider that) today. LoLx. All thanks to my dear Augustino. His house is somewhere there in Kampung Simee(I'm not sure) and I'm heading there to visit him. Although I'm kinda familiar with most of the place in Ipoh. I'm totally lost in there for about 15 minutes, I think! Hehez... So paiseh le!!! His house is just exactly behind JPJ. Hmph... He should tell earlier!!! *Whack whack* Okay, I'm lost because the road in Kampung Simee is pure crazy and messy. Imagine, there is more than 1 road at different direction with the same road name!!! OMG! How people gonna find the road if not being guide?! Ahr... Really shameful la me! LOST!!! Fuh... I wonder why the people who named the road do so? Make me headache only! Haha... However, I've recognise the road already! So, next time if I want to visit my dear. I won't get lose anymore! Thanks god!!! When I reached his house, the stupid dog in his house come and scare me pulak! Feel like being bullied only. TT_TT

Thirty days and thirty nights I wait
Count down the days so far away
When I'm feeling so alone
I'll just hear you on the phone
Wanna speak but nothing comes my way
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