I've found this in one of my friend's blog. It is really interesting and absolutely amazing!

Beauty of Mathematics

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn't it? And look at this symmetry:
1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

Now, take a look at this... 101% From a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%. How about ACHIEVING 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

If: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K 8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%
And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E 11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But: A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E 1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D = 12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top! Please share this with your friends & loved ones just the way I did.. Have a nice day & God bless!!

The last day of OCTOBER...
The Halloween...
The 80th post of my blog...
The 35th day where I've found my truth feelings...
I'm like so EMO!
OMG! How can this be? I'm always so cheerful and yet now I'm so EMO...
Haiz... Maybe this is also the 35th day since I've EMO, or found out the real meaning of it!
I'm so so so blurr...
no matter is in my life, my target or goal of life, my future, and etc.

5 more days of my schooling life wearing my school uniform...
I thought I'll be very grateful waiting for it to come...
However, I feel like wanting the time to go slower or even stop at this moment...
I feel so sad leaving all these behind!
I don't know who and what I'll be in the future
But, 1 thing for sure...
I MISS EVERYTHING STARTING FROM THIS MOMENT!

31st of October 2008 ~ A memorable day

Today is such a happy day for me! I must thanks all my friends for making it a wonderful day for me! First of all, I must thank Kar Mun because she accompanied me to do something very unusual for an upper six student especially so near to STPM. We went for a movie! LoLx. We went for "High School Musical 3-Senior Year". It is nice! Haha... Then, another person to thank is Joseph. As today we have the farewell for the Photography Club and Heritage Club, Joseph promised to prepare chocolate-wafer stick that I've addicted for me and he did so. Yeah! I was so so so happy! By the way, I shouldn't online too often now. STPM is near! So, till then. Hehez... All the best to everyone! I love all my friends!!! U guys are the best!!!

I'm sick!!!

I think I've taken too much of "muruku", curry mutton and chocolate wafer stick. So, I've sore-throat now. So sad! By the way, I've addicted to this snack known as chocolate wafer stick during the 4 days of Deepavali holidays. It is very very attempting to me. I just can't stop eatting it whenever I'm at home. LoLx. It is just simply nice. Then, as yesterday I went for the Deepavali open-house at several place. I get to taste a lot of curry, muruku and etc especially the durian. That makes me having sore-throat today! Until my mum forbid me from going out of the house today. Kind of sad. However, I think it is time for me to settle down to start studying!
So, I don't think I'll online that offen after this. Should focus on studying till STPM is over because exam is just round the corner. STPM is coming... ...

Today is Deepavali. I was invited to several place to celebrate this grand festival. It was so nice and grand! I love it so much. However, it was so so so hot!!! I mean no only the weather but also the Indian food! Ok, let's start from the early morning!

At about 10a.m., Jic Kie came to my house to fetch me to one of our friends, Harin's house. In the car, there are Jic Kie, Chuan Ken, Kok Weng and Eunice. So, we make damn lotz of noise along the way! Haha. When we almost reach Harin's place, at a traffic light, we met Kishen who is riding a motorbike. So, Jic Kie just started talking with him until the traffic light turned green also didn't realize. So absorb!!! Haiz. So, the 4 of us just shouted at him to prevent horning from others car! Then, when we reached Harin's place. It seems that everyone had came. Darn lotz of people! I was so pity there as I was "bombed a.k.a attacked" by the gang even I haven't really settle down myself! I was like so blurr by that time and out of a sudden being attcked already! Haiz... These are my FRIENDS... ...

Then, as I felt so hot there and wanted to eat lollipop so much, I asked whether anyone want to go out for a walk. So, Tammy, Jocelyn, Cynthia, Jia Yee and me just drive Simon's car to go to a shopping centre nearby planning to have a walk. However, I was so so so unlucky today! Don't know whether is I malang or Simon malang. The car alarm seems like spoilt at that place after we've parked the car. So, we just called Simon for help! Luckily, Simon managed to repair it! I feel so sorry for him! Hope the car really ok.

Then, we proceeded to Puan Geetha, our teacher's house! Before that, Aaron Oo and me went to fetch Joe Wai and Vee Liam first as Aaron Oo had promised. I was the one who drove! Haha. 1st time in my life, I drive a Volvo. LoLx. It was a smooth journey to get Joe Wai. When we reached Vee Liam's place, St. John Church, we found out that Vee Liam hasn't reach yet. So, we decided to wait for a while. However, he make us waited for almost 1 hour. Walau! Super-duper slow! But, so lucky I get to try the durian and papaya with lime that Vincent gave me! It was so nice and tasty to me!Haiz. Then, when we reached Pn. Geetha's house, everyone is like wanted to leave already as it was really hot and crowded there! So, we quickly get our food and started to eat. LoLx. I ate until so full! I love the mutton curry and the satay. Then, we walked around the house to snap some photos before going.

As there was still some time before we go to another teacher, Pn. Alice's house, we went to Ipoh Parade 1st to enjoy the air-con. Hahahaha... Aren't we just funny? By the way, as we're too bored there, Simon and Aaron Oo decided to have a bowling competition. So, the gang just proceeded to the bowling alley. Alas, only Jocelyn, Simon and Aaron played. Everyone just stand and watched and cheered. LoLx.

At about 3.20p.m. after the 3 of them finish the game, we went to Pn. Alice's house in Buntong. We're still among the last to arrive. Haiz. So, we just greeted Pn. Alice and the family and joined the gang there eating , drinking and chi-chatting. After some craps, Pn. Alice invited us to have some food at the dining table. So, we just go and grab some although we're quite full already. The food is really delicious but it was too hot and spicy for me! OMG! I feel so malu there. Then, when it is about 4.40p.m, we decided to leave as some of us already worn out of tiredness. Thus, after we bid farewell to Pn. Alice, we just went home.

I was so tired after that that I just fall asleep in my parents' room after I've taken my shower! LoLx... Had been slept for about 1 hour before my dad come to wake me up for dinner! Oh! The whole day is just EAT, EAT and EAT only. I think I've grown some extra pounds today! Haiz... However, it is a satisfying and enjoyable day although there are some incident occured in the middle. Hehez...

Alas, I want to wish all the Indian a very HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

The following three-word phrases can enrich every relationship. These
are just three little BUT VERY POWERFUL words. Here it goes:

I'LL BE THERE
If you have ever had to call a friend in the middle of the night, to
take a sick child to hospital, or when your car has broken down some
miles from home, you will know how good it feels to hear the phrase
"I'll be there." Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can
give. When we're truly present for other people, important things happen
to them & us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored
emotionally and spiritually. Being there is at the very core of civility.

I MISS YOU
Perhaps more marriages could be saved & strengthened if couples simply
& sincerely say to each other "I miss you." This powerful affirmation
tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired & loved. Consider how
ecstatic you would feel, if you received an unexpected phone call from
your spouse in the middle of your workday, just to say "I miss you."

I RESPECT YOU
Respect is another way of showing love. Respect conveys the feeling
that another person is a true equal. If you talk to your children as if
they were adults you will strengthen the bonds & become close friends.
This applies to all interpersonal relationships.

MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT
This phrase is highly effective in diffusing an argument and restoring
frayed emotions. The flip side to "maybe you're right" is the humility
of admitting may be "I'm wrong". Let's face it. When you have a heated
argument with someone, all you do is cement the other person's point of
view. They, or you, will not change their stance and you run the risk of
seriously damaging the relationship between you. Saying "maybe you're
right" can open the door to further explore the subject, in which you may
then have the opportunity to get your view across in a more rational
manner.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Many broken relationships could be restored and healed if people would
admit their mistakes and ask for forgiveness. All of us are vulnerable
to faults and failures. A man should never be ashamed to own up that he
has been in the wrong, which is saying, in other words, that he is wiser
today than he was yesterday.

LET ME HELP
The best of friends see a need and try to fill it. When they spot a hurt
they do what they can to heal it. Without being asked, they pitch in and
help.

I THANK YOU
Gratitude is an exquisite form of courtesy. People who enjoy the companionship
of good, close friends are those who don't take daily courtesies for granted.
They are quick to thank their friends for their many expressions of kindness.
On the other hand, people whose circle of friends is severely constricted often
do not have the attitude of gratitude.

COUNT ON ME
A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. Loyalty is an essential
ingredient for true friendship; it is the emotional glue that bonds people.
Those that are rich in their relationships tend to be steady and true friends.
When troubles come, a good friend is there indicating "you can count on me."

I UNDERSTAND YOU
People become closer and enjoy each other more if they feel the other
person accepts and understands them. Letting your spouse know in so many
little ways that you understand them, is one of the most powerful tools for
healing relationship. This applies to any relationship.

GO FOR IT
We are all unique individuals. Don't try to get your friends to conform
to your ideals. Support them in pursuing their interests, no matter how
weird they seem to you. Everyone has dreams, dreams that are unique to
that person only. Support and encourage your friends to follow their
dreams. Tell them to "go for it."

I LOVE YOU
Perhaps the most important three words that you can say. Telling
someone that you truly love them satisfies a person's deepest emotional
needs - the need to belong, to feel appreciated and to be wanted. Your
spouse, your children, your friends and you, all need to hear those
three little words "I love you."

And now, the most important of ALL three little words from me to you
"...GOD BLESS YOU..."

"The more you want to forget someone, the more you will miss him!"

I've knew this phrase for a very long time. However, now only I can get the real meaning of it!
I feel that I'm really a fool now. I should have known myself well, better than how others know me!
But, now only I realize that I'm such a great failure!
I unable to control my feelings and etc. I've fallen deep!
Haiz... Who can help me now?
I feel that I'm so useless and I'm so helpless!!!

p/s: I've got my prefect newsletter by today! It is kind of like "death note"! I love the cool packaging but not the type of cover they used! It is so thin and easily get dirty and crumble up easily eventhough u just put a book on top! However, thanks to the editors for "giving birth" to it as it recorded all the memory of my prefect life! Thank you very much, everyone a.k.a all the prefects for term 07/08! I love you all so much!

Today, my school got a blood donation campaign thingy going on! So, as I've turn 18, legally this year, I decided to be a good citizen! I want to donate blood! To help others in need! Thus, I've my first blood donation in my life time! At first, I thought that will be quite painful as the nurses will poke a thick needle into your vein to get the blood! But, it turns out to be just like some insect-bite feeling! LoLx... My blood flows very fast too! Within 5 minutes, my packet of blood is full and the nurse praise me! Haha... So proud! Then, the nurse asked me to rest at the bed for few minutes to retain the blood lost in my arm!!! LoLx...
After all, I feel myself quite lucky today!!! Able to escape Mr.Karu's scolding... Hehez... So lucky!!! Hope so everyday will be like that! Yeah!

Recently, I've found out a new fact!
SCHOOL= ZOO+AMUSEMENT PARK
I didn't mean that it is the same for all the school. But, it is definately a fact for my school.
Ok. Let me tell you why I say so. First of all, recently my class had been shifted down to the ground floor due to the PMR examination! Then, everyday the class is just like being placed in the middle of an amusement park plus zoo.

Amusement park? Yup. Everyday after recess, we will hear some screaming something similar to when people is taking roller coaster or entering the ghost house. The noise will continue for quite some times. However, it is not continuous and only last for several seconds and repeated in a few seconds. It is something like when you are riding the roller coaster and coming down from the peak every few seconds . There was once we even heard sound like bumper car. Even got fireworks and firecrackers being played by students in the field which is just beside the class.

Then, about the zoo. The story goes like this:
Everyday, there will be a bunch of "monkie" who like to shout and scream and make weird noise on the corridor. The sound they made is exactly like what one hears in the zoo!!! Furthermore, the students in the first and second floor will move their furniture in their class or do whatever in their class that as if all kinds of animals are moving on our head while we're studying. Even our maths teacher also ask us to pay RM10 as membership fee to become a permanent member of the "ZOO" !

That's how I proved that the fact is a valid one! Wahahahahaha...
Do u agree with what I've said? LoLx.

ADDICTION

Nowadays, people tend to get addicted to something easily without any reason!
Recently, I found out that some of my friends and I get addicted to dessert from McDonald.

Here are the weirdo:
Jocelyn~ Mcflurry Connetto Chocolate
Kayne~ Mudpie
Tammy~ Chocolate sundae
Simon~ Mcflurry oreo

We seems like going to McD almost everyday to get a dessert after lunch! Haiz... Until I'm seriously broke now. How lah? How am I going to survive without any money? Oh!

爱情 L.O.V.E

可能哪天，天空会变成红色的，那表示我为爱情伤了心；
Maybe which day, the sky will turns red, that means my heart is hurted by love;
可能哪天，大地会变成黑色的，那表示我为爱情痛了心；
Maybe which day, the earth will turns black, that means my heart is pained by love;
可能哪天，云彩会变成棕色的，那表示我为爱情绝了心；
Maybe which day, the clouds will turn brown, that means my heart is blocked by love;
可能哪天，世界会变成黯色的，那表示我为爱情死了心；
Maybe which day, the world will turns dark, that means my heart is killed by love;
无所谓，即使我给自己机会再回头一次，也不会有彩虹等着我。
Nevermind, eventhough I give myself a chance to look back, there will not be any rainbow waiting for me.


可能哪天，星星会变成蓝色的，那表示我被爱情撩了心；
Maybe which day, stars will turn blue, that means my heart is touched by love;
可能哪天，月儿会变成金色的，那表示我被爱情抚了心；
Maybe which day, moon will turns gold, that means my heart is appeased by love;
可能哪天，晚风会变成银色的，那表示我被爱情偷了心；
Maybe which day, breeze will turns silver, that means my heart is stolen by love;
可能哪天，梦境会变成彩色的，那表示我被爱情占了心；
Maybe which day, dream will turns colourful, that means my heart is filled by love;
无所谓，如果我给自己机会再回头一次，希望不只有彩虹等着我。
Nevermind, if I give myself a chance to look back again, hope there will be not only rainbow is waiting for me.

The chinese version is the original version I wrote. But, I've translated the meaning to english as shown below the lines. Hope everyone in this world will find their true LOVE one day!!!

A wonderful moment

This is how heaven look like... *I think*

The three of us, Jocelyn, Tammy and me in front of the waterfall

The three of us again before getting wet...

We climbed up the small cliff hoping to play at the waterfall.
Too bad! The water current is too fast and the water level is of dangerous level! TT_TT

We took this when Simon took off his spec, preparing to get wet.Simon is showing the "kuno" way to wash clothes beside the river.The three of us again after getting wet splashed by Simon and Aaron.This is our secret "house" a.k.a corner!A new river and pond made by Tammy, Jocelyn and me!!!The "flag pole" in our "country". Actually, the "flag" is a bag of rubbish!!!Simon and Aaron "ubah" the "bentuk muka bumi" already! They stoppped a river by connected it to the new river built by us. A group photo before we moved to the hot-spring!Simon, Tammy and me in the hot-spring area...The weirdo!!!
Aaron and Jocelyn at the side of the pool. Aaron is so sexy and Jocelyn is like...
Guess who is that?

p/s: By the way, I feel so sorry for Aaron as he is always the camera man helping us to take photos. Thus , he only appear in several photos. So sorry, my bro! I promise next time we can have more!!!

After that, we went to Simon's house to take bath then we went for lunch. After lunch, we went to his house again to watch movie but ended up almost all asleep due to the tiredness!!!
Then, we went to MCD for mcflurry!!! After all, I went home to sleep again!!! Haha...

Hey, tomorrow will be the big day of the monkie a.k.a Cher Hong!!! LoLx...
Of course he hasn't plan to marry yet! Haha...
It is his birthday! The day his mum brought him to this world 18 years ago... Such a long time?

Ok, I just want to wish him:
~All the best in everything
~Be happy with Jia Yee
~Stay crazy and happy always
~and bla bla bla...
Last but not least, a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY... ...

Remembering not griefs and tears,
but blessings of the bygone years.

I'm sick!!!
In a very very bad condition now! I don't know how to say but I cough and sneeze non-stop. I'm very very sad now. I'm physically weak and emotionally unstable now. I don't know what I want now. I mean my future. I'm aimless. I'm not able to make decision. I'm depress, maybe. I feel very blur each day! I've no exact target of life! I've lost everything now. I've fall for someone, I've lost everything in my life. My colours... My ambition... My days... My everything...
My world is now grey in colour.

I'm so useless nowadays. I'm so helpless.