I'm sick!!!
In a very very bad condition now! I don't know how to say but I cough and sneeze non-stop. I'm very very sad now. I'm physically weak and emotionally unstable now. I don't know what I want now. I mean my future. I'm aimless. I'm not able to make decision. I'm depress, maybe. I feel very blur each day! I've no exact target of life! I've lost everything now. I've fall for someone, I've lost everything in my life. My colours... My ambition... My days... My everything...
My world is now grey in colour.

I'm so useless nowadays. I'm so helpless.