My dear, I love you!!!

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁，
就像带走每条河流，
所有受过的伤，
所有流过的泪，
我的爱，
请全部带走。

Alas...
I'm home again
It's really nice and comfortable
After all the hectic time
During exam,
Assignments,
And etc etc...
However, I miss my friends...
Those come from other places
Including those from my old school
Hope to meet everyone
If there is opportunity!

Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it.
Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
Where there is fear, I wish you love, and courage.

Just visited Kundasang yesterday!!!
Wah! The mount is just so incredible!
Love it so much!
Will definately go for it one day! Wait for me...
We went to War Memorial Park.
Took lotz of picture there.
Then, we went to Poring Hotspring!
Haha... Guess what?
We didn't enjoy the hot water much but the cold one.
Why?
Because the hot water tub all full already.
So, we just play at the rock pool!!!
The water in the Rock Pool is superb cool!!!
However, had a nice and happy day!

Some chemical reaction had really occur within me!
Can someone please tell me what should I do?
Ah! What had happen to me?
Thoughtless now...

On 2nd of October, UMS held a grand Pesta Tanglung and I, as one of the AJK took this responsibilities to take care of this group of little drummers of 20 people and there is 8 more girls for chinese traditional music coming all the way from Kudat. Spend the whole day with them with my another partner. So happy to work with them. Had a great day but the whole week is like damn busy. I slept almost 3a.m. every night for the whole week and woke up at 6a.m. with 4 exam. Haiz... The night goes well at first but it started to rain and rain until all of the AJK were whole wet as the event was held at outdoor. However, it turns out to be a memorable one.

On the 3rd of October, I went for rafting at Tenom following my kokum coach. It was a fantastic one with riding of traditional train. Haha. Was a satisfying trip. On our way to Tenom, we passed by a place which make me think of Cameron Highland which I used to go in Semenanjung. Below is some of the picture of the place. Unfortunately, we unable to snap the photographs of the train and during rafting as it is full of dangers. Hopefully, I can go again soon. It was awesome and fantanstic!!!

School starts again tomorrow and hectic routine will need to continue until the final is passed.
There is 4 exam in this week, 3 in Tuesday and 1 in Thursday!
Besides, 1 of my new friends come from Seremban is going to be 20 in this coming Tuesday.
Dear Wei Jun, Happy Birthday!!!
LoLx~~

I'm totally broke!!!
$$$
Who can provide me more?

Huu... So long I don't update my blog already. Haiz... Life had been very hectic in university. Recently, I had some really bad feeling which is undescribable. I also don't really know why I've got such weird feeling. Maybe I really too tired and stress due to the heavy workload after the mid-semester break. However, I miss my hometown, my family and my friends so much!!! How I wish I can go back!!!

September already...
Haven't prepare for exam...

I'm getting frustrated...
Hmph...
Stupid assignments...
Stupid examinations...
Make me lack of sleep!
*Yawn...*

Exam...
Assignment...
Tutorial...
Homework...
I'm going to get crazy!!!

Aiks... Been back to Ipoh last sunday!
Going to leave tomorrow night!!! So sad!
TT_TT
I've lost all contact in my hp too as my W800i spoilt!!!
So, if anyone see this, please kindly send me your contact number so that I can keep in touch with all my friends out there. My number remains the same.
Thanks Thanks.

Ipoh...
I'm coming back!!!
I miss you so much!

Tagged by Rita...

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead, cheeks ...

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
University-mates

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Absolutely nope.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Of course will.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
Why la suddenly want somebody to be dead? Crazy?

8.What does your last text message say?
Hahaha... ...

9.What are u thinking right now?
Assignment... Test... My family...

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yes.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
about 2a.m.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
I forgot.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14.Who was the last person who text you?
My university-mates.


TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. Nicole
2. Suk Wai
3. Daniel
4. Siew Leng
5. Simon
6. Faris
7. Suzanne
8. Ai Yean
9. Karen
10. Danny


15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Somebody

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
They don't know each other and the distance between them is very far apart. LoLx...

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Law

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
It seems a long time ago for me.

20. Is no. 4 single?
Haha... Ask her.

21. Say something about no.2
Cute and sweet.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
OMG!!!

23. Describe no.9.
Pretty and good in piano.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
That wouldn't happen at all.

25. Do you like no.5?
LoLx...

I've been in Sabah for 1 month by now.
Started to adapt to the new environment...
Get to know more friends from all over Malaysia...
Getting more and more busy with assignments, tutorials, homework, Co-curiculum activities and etc etc...
Last but not least, getting darker and tanner each day!!!

Haha... Above are the changes of me after being in Sabah for 1 month. Actually, I'm not that kind of girl who are fair and vain, but I do really getting darker and tanner as I go to the beach weekly due to my Sukan Perahu and Canoe. Imagine! The time zone here is 1-2 hours earlier and I got to be at the beach from 7a.m. till 2p.m. I scare even my parents can't recognize me when I'm back. I got sun-burnt every week. Haha. Wherelse in the world that uni students get sun burnt every week. Somemore, the weather in Sabah is super extremely hot!!! However, it rains daily or almost daily. Last time, I used to like raining days! But, not now when I have to take bus daily and got to wash my clothes daily. Please don't rain in the day time. It brings lotz of problem to me.
TT_TT

Long time since I've blogged the last day I'm in Peninsular Malaysia. Been in Sabah for about two weeks now. Started to adapt to my new environment. It's almost the same in Ipoh. But, as the time-zone here is 2 hours earlier, 6a.m. here is just like 8a.m. in Ipoh. Fantastic!!! I was so shocked on the 1st morning as I thought I was late already. Then, now I'm started to get use to it already. So, basically the hardest part is during the orientation week where we, the freshman got to wake up at 4a.m. daily and sleep at only 1 or 2a.m. plus must walk to the dewan from the hostel daily. It is like all hills here and the distance is damn far. So tiring plus the super hot weather here! Due to that, I was sent to the school hospital for twice in that 1st week itself. So unfortunate! After that, met some problems during online registeration. After all, it is all settle now. However, after 1 week of lecturers, I've got 5 assignments in a row whether is individual work or group work! I was like OMG!!! *Faint* So, got to be very busy after this. Aiks... Aiks...

p/s: I miss my family, my house, my DEARs, and Ipoh!!!

I met with Rita today at Kopitiam. She purposely find me before I leave!
Wow, so touch! Love you lotz...
Gonna miss her and the kopitiam also!!!

Went for medical check-up and found out that I've lung infection!!!
Huh... Luckily, it's just mild pneumonia with allergic rhincitis.
So, I'm still leaving tomorrow heading to Sabah!
I just feel so sad and don't want to leave Ipoh, my dear home!

I'm leaving soon...
I'm going to Sabah to study... In UMS
I'm just so sad now as I've to leave my family and friends here...
But, I got to go and achieve my dream...
Hope so it will end up to be my dream!!!
Bye, my dear! I'll surely miss all of you.
Take care!

I was sick for few days! Cough like hell until got blood and had severe sore throat! Somemore have to teach students... Sigh! My throat is like on fire when I talk or cough! At first, when I eat also pain, but now it's better already because my mum cooked bird-nest for me. Yippie! So nice! Hehez... However, I've lost my chance to meet up with my two dearie, Yin Yin and Jia Yee yesterday due to my sickness. That's because I can't really drive properly in my condition. Woo... TT_TT So sad! Just hope that I'll get well as soon as possible to make sure I won't miss the other one! I promise ya, my dearie!!!

LoLx... Very boring staying at home. So, went through the internet for a while aimlessly and got this! These are people with the same birthday as mine:

• 106 BC – Cicero, Roman statesman and philosopher (d. 43 BC)
• 1196 – Emperor Tsuchimikado of Japan (d. 1231)
• 1698 – Pietro Metastasio, Italian poet (d. 1782)
• 1710 – Richard Gridley, American Revolutionary soldier (d. 1796)
• 1719 – Francisco José Freire, Portuguese historian (d. 1773)
• 1722 – Fredric Hasselquist, Swedish naturalist (d. 1752)
• 1733 – Sir Richard Arkwright, British industrialist and inventor (d. 1792)
• 1760 – John Storm, American Revolutionary soldier (d. 1835)
• 1778 – Antoni Melchior Fijałkowski, Polish bishop (d. 1861)
• 1793 – Lucretia Mott, American women's rights activist (d. 1880)
• 1802 – Charles Pelham Villiers, British House of Commons member (d. 1898)
• 1803 – Douglas William Jerrold, British playwright (d. 1857)
• 1806 – Henriette Sontag, German soprano (d. 1854)
• 1810 – Antoine Thomson d'Abbadie, French geographer (d. 1897)
• 1819 – Charles Piazzi Smyth, Astronomer Royal for Scotland (d. 1900)
• 1821 – Dragotin Dežman, Slovenian politician, archeologist and botanist (d. 1889)
• 1831 – Savitribai Phule, Female social activist, first female teacher in India, and first female poet in Marathi language (d. 1897)
• 1836 – Sakamoto Ryoma, Japanese revolutionary (d. 1867)
• 1840 – Father Damien, Flemish missionary (d. 1889)
• 1855 – Hubert Bland, British socialist (d. 1914)
• 1861 – William Renshaw, British champion tennis player (d. 1904)
• 1862 – Sir Matthew Nathan, British Governor of Queensland and other places (d. 1939)
• 1865 – Henry Lytton, British actor and opera singer (d. 1936)
• 1870 – Henry Handel Richardson, Australian author (d. 1946)
• 1873 – Ichizo Kobayashi, Japanese businessman (d. 1957)
• 1876 – Wilhelm Pieck, first President of East Germany (d. 1960)
• 1879 – Grace Coolidge, First Lady of the United States (d. 1957)
• 1883 – Clement Attlee, Prime Minister of the United Kingdom (d. 1967)
• 1884 – Raoul von Koczalski, Polish pianist and composer (d. 1948)
• 1886 – Josephine Hull, American actress (d. 1957)
• 1887 – August Macke, German painter (d. 1914)
• 1887 – Helen Parkhurst, American educator (d. 1973)
• 1892 – J. R. R. Tolkien, British writer (d. 1973)
• 1894 – ZaSu Pitts, American actress (d. 1963)
• 1895 – Borys Lyatoshynsky, Ukrainian composer (d. 1968)
• 1897 – Marion Davies, American actress (d. 1961)
• 1898 – Carlos Keller, Chilean fascist politician (d. 1974)
• 1901 – Ngô Đình Diệm, President of South Vietnam (d. 1963)
• 1905 – Anna May Wong, American actress (d. 1961)
• 1905 – Ray Milland, British actor (d. 1986)
• 1909 – Victor Borge, Danish entertainer (d. 2000)
• 1910 – Frenchy Bordagaray, American baseball player (d. 2000)
• 1911 – John Sturges, American director (d. 1982)
• 1912 – Renaude Lapointe, Canadian journalist and senator (d. 2002)
• 1912 – Armand Lohikoski, Finnish director (d. 2005)
• 1916 – Betty Furness, American actress (d. 1994)
• 1916 – Maxene Andrews, American singer (The Andrews Sisters) (d. 1995)
• 1916 – Bernard Greenhouse, American cellist
• 1917 – General Vernon Walters, U.S. military officer, diplomat (d. 2002)
• 1917 – Roger W. Straus, Jr., American publisher (d. 2004)
• 1920 – Renato Carosone, Italian musician (d. 2001)
• 1921 – John Russell, American actor (d. 1991)
• 1922 – Bill Travers, British actor and director (d. 1994)
• 1922 – Ronald Smith, British pianist (d. 2004)
• 1923 – Hank Stram, American football coach (d. 2005)
• 1923 – Charles Tingwell, Australian actor
• 1924 – André Franquin, Belgian cartoonist (Gaston Lagaffe) (d. 1997)
• 1924 – Nell Rankin, American singer (d. 2005)
• 1924 – Doug Ellis, British entrepreneur
• 1926 – George Martin, British producer
• 1929 – Sergio Leone, Italian director (d. 1989)
• 1929 – Ernst Mahle, Brazilian composer
• 1930 – Marcel Dubé, Quebec playwright
• 1930 – Robert Loggia, American actor
• 1932 – Coo Coo Marlin, American race car driver (d. 2005)
• 1932 – Dabney Coleman, American actor
• 1932 – Tongolele, US-born dancer in Mexican movies
• 1935 – Raymond Garneau, French Canadian politician and businessman
• 1936 – David Vine, British sports commentator (d. 2009)
• 1937 – Seri Wangnaitham, Thai dancer and choreographer (d. 2007)
• 1939 – Nikos Alefantos, Greek football manager
• 1939 – Janice Crosio, Australian politician
• 1939 – Bobby Hull, Canadian hockey player
• 1939 – Ruben Reyes, Filipino Supreme Court jurist
• 1941 – Van Dyke Parks, American musician
• 1942 – John Thaw, British actor (d. 2002)
• 1942 – John Marsden, Australian lawyer, gay activist (d. 2006)
• 1943 – Jarl Alfredius, Swedish news anchor (d. 2009)
• 1944 – David Atherton, British conductor
• 1944 – Blanche d'Alpuget, Australian novelist, biographer and second wife of Bob Hawke
• 1945 – Stephen Stills, American musician
• 1946 – John Paul Jones, British musician (Led Zeppelin)
• 1946 – Cissy King, American entertainer
• 1949 – Sylvia Likens, American torture victim (d. 1965)
• 1950 – Victoria Principal, American actress
• 1951 – Gary Nairn, Australian politician
• 1952 – Jim Ross, American wrestling announcer
• 1954 – Dean Hart, Canadian wrestler (d. 1990)
• 1954 – Ned Lamont, American businessman and political figure
• 1954 – Ross the Boss, American guitarist
• 1955 – Palmolive, British musician (The Slits, The Raincoats)
• 1956 – Mel Gibson, Australian actor and director
• 1956 – Willy T. Ribbs, American race-car driver
• 1957 – Bojan Križај, Slovenian skier
• 1958 – Shim Hyung-rae, South Korean filmmaker
• 1960 – Sandeep Marwah Founder of Film City, Noida, India
• 1962 – Francesca Lia Block, American author
• 1963 – Vic Grimes, American professional wrestler
• 1963 – Jerome Young, American professional wrestler
• 1963 – Alex Wheatle, British novelist
• 1964 – Bruce LaBruce, Canadian filmmaker
• 1966 – Martin Galway, Northern Ireland composer
• 1969 – Michael Schumacher, German seven-time F1 World Champion
• 1969 – Gerda Weissensteiner, Italian bobsledder and luger
• 1970 – Mahaya Petrosian, Iranian actress
• 1970 – Christian Duguay, American comic actor
• 1970 – Matt Ross, American actor
• 1971 – Cory Cross, Canadian ice-hockey player
• 1972 – Yoon Chan, South Korean actor
• 1972 – Nichole Nordeman, American singer
• 1974 – Alessandro Petacchi, Italian cyclist
• 1975 – Thomas Bangalter, French DJ (Daft Punk)
• 1975 – Jason Marsden, American actor
• 1975 – Danica McKellar, American actress
• 1976 – Angelos Basinas, Greek footballer
• 1976 – Alisen Down, Canadian actress
• 1976 – Dinara Drukarova, Russian actress
• 1976 – Nicholas Gonzalez, American actor
• 1977 – Lee Bowyer, British footballer
• 1977 – A.J. Burnett, American baseball player
• 1977 – Mayumi Iizuka, Japanese voice actress (seiyū)
• 1977 – Michelle Stephenson, British singer (The Spice Girls)
• 1978 – Kimberley Locke, American singer
• 1978 – Park Sol-mi, South Korean actress
• 1978 – Dominic Wood, British children's television presenter and magician
• 1978 – Mike York, American ice hockey player
• 1980 – Rob Arnold, American guitarist (Chimaira)
• 1980 – Bryan Clay, American decathlete
• 1980 – Liya Kebede, Ethiopian model
• 1980 – Angela Ruggiero, American ice hockey player
• 1980 – David Tyree, American football player
• 1981 – Eli Manning, American football player
• 1981 – Chris Blais, California racecar driver
• 1984 – Billy Mehmet, Irish footballer
• 1985 – John David Booty, American football player
• 1985 – Linas Kleiza, Lithuanian basketball player for the Denver Nuggets
• 1986 – Lloyd Polite, American R&B singer
• 1986 – Jacob Timpano, Australian soccer player
• 1986 – Jessica O'Rourke, American soccer player
• 1988 – Rodrigo de la Cadena, Mexican artist and performer
• 1989 – Alex D. Linz, American actor
• 1989 – Julia Nunes, American singer and ukulele player
• 1989 – Anya Rozova, Russian model and America's Next Top Model contestant
• 1989 – Mustapha Hussein Saddam Hussein's grandson, Qusay Hussein's son (d. 2003)

p/s: I'm just too free!!!

Muax muax to my darling Nicole and my dearie Sok Yiing. They went to yumcha with me today. Hehez... My darling purposely come back from Kuala Lumpur. Ok, I came to know these new friend called VinSern too back from UMS. Walao! He is currently doing medicine in UMS! How I wish I'm there too doing the same course as it was my ambition once. LoLx... So happy to spent my day with them. Funny and stress free. Then, we headed home and having fun time at my house. But sadly, very fast my dearie got to go home already. After that, me and my darling went to shop a while. Then, my darling's mom wants to buy some fruits and "fatt kuih" to pray. So, the two of us go to get all that for her. Haha. Funny... Having dinner with my darling! Yummy!!! Thanks aunty for making my dinner. Thanks and muax to my darling and dearie... ...

Today, I went to Jusco again with my dearie Jia Yee. Then, went for movie with Zulhafni. We watched 《Terminator Salvation》. I expect it to be a better one but it did disappointed me a little. However, I'm having a nice day watching movie with my dearie. Muax. Then, the three of us headed to Sushi King to have lunch. What a coincidence! We met Kishen, Jic Kie and Chuen Ken on our way. Blek. Zulhafni was having quite some hard time trying all those sushi... Sorry le... Hehez... Then, since Said is coming to Jusco. We decided to walk together. After that, Jia Yee and I had a fun time helping Said to shop for his new clothes. Haha. Like playing "barbie" game! Hahaha... Zulhafni even "curi" free gift from his working place! Walao! But, the free gift ended up given to me! Yeah! So happy! Then, it's time for us all to headed home.

When I reached home, my parents and brother asked me to go jog with them. So, I just changed my tracksuit and go with them. Hehez. So long didn't jog already, like can't really jog as long as last time. Aikz...

After dinner, got a message form Jia Yee that we're going out. Even before I change my clothes, Simon and Jia Yee already reached my house. So, I quickly changed and go out with them. Then, we met up with Cher Hong in Moonriver. Hehez... At last, I found out why we're going out. It's because Simon got "naik pangkat". Wow... wow... wow... Congratulate him lotz!!!

I'm with my lovely Luan Luan this time for almost half a day. We dated in Jusco today! Wow, she had become so pretty already! Hehez. So long didn't see her. But, since I still have to work, we just walk around and shop and eat and talk only. LoLx... Although I put "only", but it seems that we've done a lot of stuff. Wakaka... So happy to see her. Happy to have her to date with me too! Muax... Thanks to her for making my day! Then, I headed to work... Haiz...

Yoohoo... ... So happy la today! Got to date with my dearie Yu Lee for almost the whole day in Parade. It was just so incredible!!! Imagine! We've know each other for more than 10 years and we haven't try this before.
TT_TT Sadly, my another dearie Sok Yiing can't make it. HuH... Nevermind! There is still another time, right? Muax... Miz ya lotz.
So we went to shop around and shop and shop and shop. LoLx. Then, I accompany her to make her contact lenses. So funny la she, unable to wear that. Thus, we went to shop again to calm her down to make a second attempt. However, we got to go to this cafe known as Why Cafe inside Parade and sit down to have some flower tea and snacks while having fun reading all kinds of magazines and books. Really enjoy... ...
Must thanks lotz to my dearie. Here's a big big kiss for you. Muax...

Woohoo... Went out with my dearie Yu Lee, Sok Yiing, Chin Wai and Chor Yin.
Had a superb day at Jusco . The gang reached my house at 10a.m.
Then, all of us go to JJ. We started off with breakfast at McD.
Then, we walked and shopped around. Really bought lotz of and lotz of stuff!
I think we've gone crazy for a while.
But, it's ok if once in a while cuz it had been a really long time since we meet again and spend the day together.
Then, we went to Kbox and sing out our soul.
LoLx. Had great time there. But, too bad forgot to take photo. TT_TT
After the singing, went to shop again. My friends really crazed by shopping already, huh?
By the way, we even had a make-up session by our Ms. Chor Yin. Hahahaha...
Then, headed off to MOMO Cafe opposite St. Michael for our dinner.
We had steamboat there. Lotz of funny stuff and things happened there.
We eat till all of us are bloated...
Too bad I can't really eat much. Such a waste but it's worth!
After that, we got to go back to my house as my brother need my car.
So, we continue our talking and planning for the rest of the day in my house.
Hehez... ...

Haiyo, may I know when the IPTA result will be out?
I'm so so undecided!!!

I hate you, the one who scratched my car door...
I curse you for doing that!

LOVE...... in despair

Mother's Day Special

Forced by poverty and disability, a woman contemplated suicide. She wanted to take her 13 children with her.

Full Story in Malaysiakini.com

Those who wish to help her, please contact Andrew Raju at:-

Andrew Raju
012-612 5146
Malaysian Public Service Society
No.146, Taman Bukit Ampangan,
70000, Seremban, NSDK
Tel: 06-764 9929
Fax: 06-761 1257
email: andrew.mps@yahoo.com

French

La chose la plus importante n'est pas comment les autres pensent à vous, mais comment vous pensez à elles.

RaNdOm...

I'm going for new job interview in about an hour from now!
Very nervous lah...
Hope it will be a nice one!

My love to you has sink to the bottom of the ocean
at last... ...

KL daytrip...

Just came back from Kuala Lumpur for a day trip. Thanks to Simon and Esther for accompanying me! It's a nice trip indeed. Hope that we've gone chance in the future again to explore more. Haha...

The bad experiences are:
1. Being "thrown" by the stupid bus driver as we don't have enough RM1 notes to give him for the fare and he doesn't provide a change while helping Simon to get his hotel. Luckily, at last we managed to get to our destination save and sound and manage to know even more places in Kuala Lumpur. Next time, we can go all by ourself already! Yeah Yeah! Must thanks to the stupid driver also for "dumping" us at the road side somewhere in Pudu! Hmph...
2. Wait for almost an hour for my bus at Pudu Bus Station for my bus to go home. OMG!

We headed to Times Square and Sungei Wang all by ourselves after checking in and all. Not forgetting The Pavilion. So hard to find it. Haiyo. Somemore all the way there just to buy doughnuts. You say are we nutz? Haha...
LoLx... Can't wait for the next time to go there!!!

Bought this all the way from Pavilion to take back home...

My baby doughnuts@pops from J CO
aren't they cute???

Am I emo?
I don't mean to be like that!
It just happen to appear as my emotion?!
Or I'm the one to cause it?
I'm feeling bad sometimes for no reasons。。。
Which I don't know why...
Haiz... ...

.. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..-

The view of Genting Theme Park late night from my hotel window
(Taken at 1+ a.m while my brother is sleeping soundly)

I went to Genting Highlands on sunday with my family and relatives due to the Agong's Birthday holiday. It was a fun yet normal trip to me as Genting had been so usual to me. By the way, there is bad and good things about this trip this time. The good things are beside going to Genting, I had the opportunity to go Kuala Lumpur and Bidor also on Monday while the bad things are I've got food poisoning there and my Genting annual passport is expiring soon.

Well, basically, I went there just to accompany my siblings to play those rides and to baby-sit my little nephew and niece. LoLx. Then, on the second day, I went to Kuala Lumpur with my parents and sister. Before we headed home, we even went to Bidor for the famous, yummy duck noodles. But sadly, I'm having food-poisoning and diarrhea the whole trip in Kuala Lumpur. Haiz. Hence, I didn't really enjoy it but suffered along the way home.

By the way, thanks to my dad too for bringing me for this holiday and my mum too for the preparing and packing all. Hehez... I love you both so much!

屬於

我堅持的　都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的　就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求　我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了　不要呢

或許吧　或許我永遠都不会遇見他
或許吧　或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局　我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬　我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心　我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情　我們再一起努力

屬於風的　那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的　那就洶湧的
屬於我們的愛　該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢　不要呢

是他吧　命中早就註定了的那個他
是他吧　他原來就在這裏啊

Blogger Award

Blogger Award presented by KamWah to me
Nothing much to comment but it will spur me to update more
and make my blog a better blog
Haha... To continue my responsibility
I would like to pass this on to a few of others

Nicole
Leng Leng
Yinz
Danny
Ai Yean

These are those few blogs which I find interesting and have lotz of info
Do keep up the good job
LoLx
For those who didn't get it
Sorry and work hard

Rainbow of life...

This is the rainbow I saw after rain at my grandma's kitchen

As the old saying goes, rainbow represents luck. If you meet it by chance, You're just so lucky. It's just a rare phenomenon to meet a rainbow nowadays. That is mainly because people nowadays is just too busy to even look or have a glance at the sky in their daily life. Maybe rainbow is above us all the time and maybe our life is just as colourful as the rainbow. Just that we don't have a minute to just stop and appreciate it and it just fade away without anyone knowing its presence. Hence, we should always have some time for ourselves. Don't stress or overload yourself. Treat yourself nicely. Have some moment of intimacy with your loved-one and enjoy our nature sometimes. I beg you'll get a different perspective of life after all these and feel that life is even fuller and happier.

My mobile phone gone "CRAZY"!!!

Can you see the lighting icon? It actually means that I'm charging my phone.
But, as you see, there is no wire attach to it!!!
So, my mobile phone is "charging" by itself!!!
Cun man! What a phone!

Life but a waking death???

I don't know what is my goal of life now.
I'm lifeless or decisionless...
Hahaha...
I don't even know how I survive through the day without the soul in it...
Haiz...
I'm so blurr now.
I don't know what I'm going to do and want to do in the future.
I've lost the passion, maybe!
But, I'm not sure of it.
I just let my days pass without an exact target.
Will I even succeed if I continue to be like this?
I don't think so! So do everyone!
I think I should change my attitude now but I'm really lost...

Life is a present...

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.
His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.
They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days, weeks and months passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'


Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

Life is a gift, live life to the fullness for no regret in the future...

A book entitled "The Gift"

Look likes my blog is gonna die since I've been sick and busy for a long time...
So, I've decided to bring it alive once more to prevent any death occur due to me!
Lolx... But, I've nothing much to post about.

However, I went to some Education Fair in K.L last last week.
I found out that not bad being as a bakery. This is what I've got from one of the students.

Wow, it's cute and nice!!!

Where as, I went to JJ to hang out last Sunday.
Then, after we bought what we need, we decided to sit down and have a drink.
But then, we found out that all the places were so crowded.
Thus, we ended up go Big Apple.
LoLx...
We even found out that there is a doughnut free with any purchase of tea or coffee.
So, we beria-ria want to buy.
At last, you see what we've got.

Super tiny espresso plus glacier doughnut

Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments...

So, I'll just let the minutes of sadness passed without any trace left and enjoy the moment I've shared with all my closed one including my friends and family for everything they had done for me! Thanks for all the kindness, advices and experiences shared. I love all of you!!!

Finally, I've got my STPM result today.
It's not really that good, yet not really that bad.
Haiz...
Now, only hope that I can apply to the university and the course I want.

I seems like lost my life already by the moment I received the news that next week STPM result is releasing.
OMG!!! Imagine!
When I just make a turn just now, I bang a chair and hurt myself at my legs.
It is a "blue black" patch on my right leg and a little bit stretch between my toes on my left leg.
Haiz... Is the result really the important??? That it affects my life now so badly... ...

STPM result is going to release soon.
It's on 10th of March 2009(Tuesday).
I can feel my doomsday is just round the corner now.
Depression had taken control of me now!!!

Haiz...
I'm so tired for being myself.
Why will I be like this?
Why? Why? Why?
I'm so frustrated.
Can I be weird sometimes?
Can I do something extra-ordinary?
Can I? Do I?
I'm so confused about myself!!!

Holding anger is a poison
It eats you from inside
We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us
But, hatred is a curved blade
And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.

When you sacrifice something precious,
you're not really losing it.
You're just passing it on to someone else.

Strangers...
are just family you have yet to come to know.

Did I become more and more gloomy? That makes me a totally stranger to myself...
Am I? Did I?
Well, I've went to visit my friends yesterday and we went to CC as well as they decided that I need to learn the computer games.
Haha.
They said I've became quite gloomy recently that I no longer release the so called "positive energy"(happiness) that I used to be.
By the way, I don't know whether it is true or it's just their expectation on me!
LoLx...
But, I don't think I really change much these period.
Who knows?
I maybe... ...

...:::Craziness Rulez Me:::...

Boredom is killing me slowly and softly from the core of my heart!!!
I can't really explain much about this but I really do feel this way deep in my little, reflectively pounding heart...
How I wish I can go back to my study as soon as possible where my time will be used up for some better reason like getting knowledge instead of being wasted off.
~Sigh! ~Sigh! ~Sigh!~
I can read my books with indescribable speed that I've ever imagine I'm able to read now whenever I hold a book. I feel worry as my pocket is getting more and more EMPTY while my small little box of books is getting more and more FULL that I might need to buy another container for them.
Now, I've been using almost all my money for my beloved BOOKS.
Imagine! I've been crazy in books until I bring books in my bags and read it every single free minute I have even when I'm waiting for traffic lights and I did went to bookshops to read books while my family is shopping around.
Guess I'm really a bit CRAZY these days... ...

Meaning of LOVE

Once, Cupid ask Aphrodite. "What is the meaning of LOVE?"

Aphrodite says, "'L' represents 'Listen', love means you must listen to the others' need without any terms or conditions applied and lend a helping hand when it's appropriate. 'O' represents 'Obligate', love needs a lot of gratitude, give out more love in term of duties or responsibilities to help the shoot of love grow stronger and healthier each day. 'V' represents 'Valued', love is a way you show your respect, care, encouragement and praise that comes truly from your heart. 'E' represents 'Excuse', love is treating everyone with love in your heart, no doubt that you will excuse all the mistakes that he or she did and all his or her defects, accept who ever he or she is.

I can't believe that I can work that long.
I've worked for 16 hours or maybe longer yesterday!
Huh...
It was such a hectic day for me.
I've been rushing from one place to the second one like hell when it is time to change.
And what I get is migrain and gastric in the end!
Haiz...
Speechless...
By the way, just wish everyone Happy belated Valentine Day!!!

Appreciate everyone around you when you still can.
Life is a short journey and you don't have the second chance.
Therefore, do whatever you are able to show your appreciation before it is too late.
And remember to live life to the fullness that you won't regret.

Love is a game
It has no conclusion
Everything in it has its hidden secret
Those seen does not seem be the truth of all
But those unseen does not seem to be not
It depends whether you really want it or not
Whether you want to participate or give up
It is choice of life...
Which everyone will face someday in their life
You can choose to be the liar or the one being lied
And I choose to give up in this

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the underground;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost-

@ DAY...

Yeah! I've an outing with two of my dearie, Phui Yee and Rita. Woohoo! It was a superb one. We went for movie, McD and chat all the time! ^o^ It is wonderful spending my time with them. They are just undescribable. I love you two! Muacx...

Then, later on, I went to work till night. LoLx... Very very tired! I've been assigned to do a project in my working place together with my dearie Yuly too. So, gambateh!!! We cracked our head most of the day for creative idea to present. At last, the themes that we have chosen are galaxy, ocean and nature. Looks as if we are doing some natural/environmental stuff but we aren't. Haha... Don't really know why we both love these...

When it is almost 12a.m., I decided to "cook porridge" with my dearie Tammy. Hehez. Guess what? I really miss her a lot this few days although I've just seen her this morning and yesterday. Then, we talked and talked and talked until almost 2hours. OMG! This is superb too! However, it is a wonderful day for me to call it a day! LoLx... Hope everyday will be like that too... God Bless, ya?