New Style!!!

Today is already the last day of January in 2008!!! One month passed just like that! It seems that time just flies. Haiz. What can we do? We can't go back! So, just appreciate everyday and use every minute/second to the fulness!!! Hooo... Alas, I can breathe the 'free' air! My biology assignment had been passed up today with success! Hooray! I must jump for joy! Haiz. Luckily!!! I darn worry for the past few days! However, today is quite a busy day too! I've a lot of homework!!! Biology, Pengajian Am(Statistic), Mathematics, Chemistry and MUET. LoL... Darn tiring lah!
Hehez... Today, I went to cut my hair! It is very short now! I feel sad for cutting them! I haven't cut my fringe that short before! Errk... I feel regret now! How lah? What should I do? What can I do? My sister said it is ugly! But, my brothers said nice! What lah? I really do not know who to believe now! Just hope that it isn't ugly!!! Sobz...
Chaoz 1st! I still have to finish my homework! Haihz... "~_~

Frustrated!!!

Today I really frustrated! It is caused by several reasons. I scolded people for the very first time in my school! I rarely scold people but this time I really can't take it anymore. So, I just blast off!!! It does help a little by letting it out! At least, I feel a little bit better after that! Okay, the very first thing that caused my anger is the stupid bitch in my school! She suspended one of my comm-mates due to one very ridiculous reason, long hair!!! His hair is a bit longer, but it isn't that over that caused him to be suspended! The bitch is too over this time! Since the time she suspended one of my friends due to hair problems also, she is getting worse and over. She wants to control everything! That shouldn't be the way! I hate her!!! Until now, she had suspended 3 of our dear prefects for the same reason! How can she do that??? Too over already!!!
Secondly is due to my biology project that I had mentioned in the last few blog! Tomorrow is already the date-line. But, we still haven't finish it and I scare we unable to finish it by time! Thus, some of our group members decided to stay back after school today to do it! Our group consists of 5 members! But, only three is doing the things!!! As I know, four is staying back but I'm not sure where the one had gone by the time three of us is worrying and trying hard to do what ever we can in order to pass up our project in time. The one who is lost suppose to wrap something and bring them to school by today! However, it ended up with all three of us helping him to do everything! We rushed like mad in our class after the dismissal time! When the time is getting late which is almost the time I need to go to my tuition, I found out that we haven't even take our lunch. So, I just asked my friends whether want to go for lunch together and found out where is the remaining person! As I was told, he is suppose to be in the computer lab, but at last I found him at La Salle Centre! Do u know how angry I was? I haven't even take my lunch and need to rush to my tuition. Hence, I just went there and scolded him! I scold people for the first time in my school! I was always a hot-tempered person but I really rarely scold people! I just can't take it anymore! I'm too frustrated today! Too angry! How lah? I'm becoming worse! I can't control my temper already! I scare... I scare I'll lost control once again!!!
Haiz... What should I do???

3 more days to February 2008!!!

My biology project is going well so far! Thank god! Today, my group members able to get all the names and data related for all our bugs or known as insects! After that, we still have to pin the insects and wrap up the whole box with the big wrapper! Haha. I hope everything will be just fine like that as thursday,31st of January is already the date-line! Lolx. Hope that we will be able to finished it by time!
Haiz... I darn tired lah today! After school got General Meeting for prefect, then sport practice and after that got yoga class! Wow, I just reached home by 8 o'clock! Wah, I've left my house at 6.45a.m. this morning and arrived home at 8.00p.m.! Almost 11 hours!!! Longer than those who work! Haiz. How sad? Furthermore, last saturday I've wushu practice which I've never practise it for years! Damn! It's so tiring! Thus, from now onwards must constantly practise my wushu, tai chi and yoga everyday to prevent my back from aches anymore! Fu-yoh! 3 sports!!! Am I going to be a sportman soon! Lolx... Just hope that I won't die of exhaustion!!! Hehez... Tomorrow is even worse! I've two tuition!!! Until 9.30p.m.! Errk... But, got a short period between the two tuition which I'll be able to go home and bath! Thanks god for that!
Today, I took my lunch at 4p.m. and my dinner at 9.30p.m.! So blur already! It is suppose to be the time others take their tea-break and supper! So pity lah me! (TT_TT) Somemore, I've severe migrain or better known as headache! My friends also scolded me because I've just finished half of my rice this afternoon! He told me that those in Africa have nothing to eat at all and they even take their faeces and urine! Haiz... I really do not mean to waste the food but I really can't take in anymore! Sorry to those in Africa! I'm really sorry for today's did! Hope the god won't punished me! I'll sure finished all my food in the future as all food is gifted by the god!

Notes: People, please don't waste anything especially your food and drinks! Think of those in suffer and you will found out that how lucky we are!

Biology project

Haiz... At last my biology group assignment is coming to its end! My assignment brought me a lot of troubles that we have to go to Cameron Highlands to get the insects and pluck all kinds of plants which are needed to be put in the album and etc. Then, the problem of how to work on them come! After that, the insects were all attacked by maggots that really brought us to a more hectic situation! We have no sufficient time to go Cameron again to get all those insect speciments and our box haven't finish build! Errk... Darn depress for some days before this! Haiz... Alas, today everything can be settle! At least, now the box is fully wrapped and the tags all finished. Hope that my mate will be able to get all the insects!!! Let's pray!
Tomorrow will be a more busy day! The sport practice will take place since tomorrow! Prefectorial board also having the first General Meeting tomorrow! Furthermore, Chinese New Year is just round the corner! I've to help my parents to do some preparation such as cleaning up the house, buying stuffs in need and so on! The town also getting busier and busier each day! Almost everyday got traffic jam lah! Sigh...
Haihz... Enough for today, more update in next blog! Chaoz...

p/s: Hope everything goes well after all these suffering moments~~~

Haiz...

I have to wake up darn early this morning to go to school as today is a schooling day to replace the 11th of February during the Chinese New Year. Haiz... Some more, I've forgotten to set my alarm yesterday. Thus, I almost do not able to get up! However, I able to woke up at 6.15a.m. and rushed to the bathroom to do the cleaning up and take my breakfast because scared of having gastric as I'm not taking my dinner yesterday night. Then, I 'flied' to school! Hehez. Anyway, I didn't get late but early! Hohoho...
By the way, today seems a moody day for everybody. Everyone looks sad and lifeless. Besides, one of my friend did something terrible towards himself yesterday and showed me the result this morning! I darn worry about him the whole day! I scared he will do something worse! Haiz. Hope that he will be okay soon like what he had promised me! I really care for all my friends and hope that everyone is happy and in their best all the time! I also darn sick today as my gastric is getting worse day by day! I don't know why! I eat everyday but don't know why still got gastric! Haiz...
Alas, today I washed and polished my car!!! My 'hubby' is now shine and handsome!!! Yeah! My hands darn pain and I'm very tired now until I almost can't feel my hands! But, just now rain cats and dogs until one side of my car is wet and dirty already! I feel very sad now! TT_TT Sobz... I also feel very frustrated to the "sky"! Why must it rains on the day I wash my car??? Some more, I polished my car already! Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...

A busy friday!!! (Tired)

Haiz... Today I've gastric pain lah! Darn painful until I want to take out my stomach and throw it away! Why lah? Why my stomach that bad? Always give my painful and sad moments! I want to change it! Hehez... By the way, I've a busy time the whole day! After school, we, the prefectorial board, libralian board and monitorial board got a stupid rehearse for oath-taking ceremony that's going to hold on the coming monday! Haha. Everyone looks like kindergarden kids only that waited to be lined up accordingly! Lolx. So cute! Hehez. After that, I did the most stupid thing in the world, lying! I give stupid reasons to make someone stay back at school for something! Haha. What a stupid thing I've did? I won't do that anymore!!! I swear! Hehez. Then, I went to BSN with two of my classmates to withdraw money! Yeah! Alas, I can spend a little after all these sad period for being broke! Alas! Then. I rushed back to my school for lunch before rushing to my tuition! Huh... What a busy day! Until my legs almost swollen in that darn stupid black shoes for walking a long distance! I need a new pairs of shoes that is similar to sportshoes, may I? Haiz. Most probably the answer is NO!!! What can I do? During my tuition, I fall aasleep! I fall asleep!!! What? OMG!!! How can I? I think I'm too tired already! I'm exhausted! Hehez. Then, I found out that my friends all also not paying full attention to the tuition teacher! What kind of attitude we have? Lolx. One is sleeping, one is playing with hp and one is busy sending sms all the time! Haha. Is this the attitude of students attending tuition??? LoL... ~^_*~

Here I enclosed the omly two photos which I able to take when we are having tuition because I was sleepy too!

She is having sweet dreams! I'm wondering how is she dreaming!!!

Wah! So busy sending sms??? To who???
Smiling!!! Suspicious!!!

I'm sick!!!

Long time ago, I think is about this period last year, I've been attacked by one kind of sickness that cause me half-died by that time! I can't work or do anything by that time for being so weak to even move from my bed! By that time, I eat nothing for about two weeks. That is why I was so weak by that time! I've never been that weak before in my life that I thought I really will leave the world by anytime! I had fever, sneeze, cough, skin disease and etc. Many illness attacked me by the same time! Haiz... Thus, now I'm scare! Today, it seems that the "time" is coming soon! Today, I've severe stomachache for the whole day till I can't able to stand long or even sit long! How sad?! I can't even drive properly! I can't be that! I can't be sick now! I still remember clearly that last year, my sickness started with all this symptoms!!! I really really worry now! I've no fear in my life like such before! I really lost now! I can do nothing to help myself or can be said I know nothing that can be done to help myself! I'm lost in this complicated world! What should I do? What can I do? How I must react? I really don't know! I really sad that I'm that weak by this time! I thought I'm strong all the time. But, now I know that I'm not! I'm very weak instead! I really out of track this time! I don't know where is my destiny, what is my target... I'm lost! I'm almost crazy! I fear... ... Sorrow is all around me!!!

~~~Robot~~~

Haiz... What is life??? Why is it so boring everyday? My life nowadays really robotic... My timetable everyday weekdays:

6.00a.m: Wake up, brush teeth, bath, breakfast

6.40a.m: Go to school with my dear husband. LoL, my car!!!

7.00a.m: Start my daily-duty~~~

7.30a.m: School lessons start! TT_TT

1.05p.m: Alas, lunch hour!!!

2.00p.m: My busy llife start~~~ Meetings, Tuitions, and etc...

6.00p.m: Go back to my home sweet home?!

6.30p.m: Take bath and wandering about in my house to look for my dear

tortoise!

7.00p.m: Dinner time and chat time with my parents and siblings!!!

8.00p.m: TV and Computer time~~~ Sometimes, taken by my homework!

11.00p.m: Time to prepare my uniform and school bags... Story hour!

11.30p.m, 12.00p.m: Sweet dreams~~~

Fantastic life??? Haiz... I hope that new suprise will fall soon!!! New people comes in or so on! Hehez. As well as make it more meaningful and fun! Lolx...

May everyone can live life to the fullness~~~

A Story...

Today, I come across with a very touched story about life! Let me share it with all of u:

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin. As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.' All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.' Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.' 'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'. Collin took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be. So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

One Way To Accomplish This Is:

Appreciate ur friends all around you today and cherishall those moments spent together! Do not let urself regret in the future!

Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.

May Your Day Be Blessed As Special As You

...:::Friends:::...

Haihz... Recently, I'm very busy with my "works" whether in the school or in the house! I need to complete my club reports whish were left untounched for almost a year by my seniors, settle the commission stuff, do accounts for my club which were also left untouched for many many "decades" ago and etc... as for the school work whereas at house, I need to clear up all the messed up stuffs that I've created during the holidays, rearrange my beloved books in the book shelves and clothes in the cupboard. Not forgetting my dressing table and my study table. Haha. What a heavy workload suddenly! LOLX.

Through these, I get to know the importance of my friends in lending their helping hands to me! From my commission problems to the searching of entertainment in life, I really want to thank all my friends for that! I'll appreciate it till the end of my life! Thanks to all my friends! Hope that we'll remain friends forever!

Haha, my dearest okasan, Athirah@YukoHime had been back in Ipoh for holidays. Yeah! Alas, she had finished her exam! Congrate to her! LOLX. Thus, we are planning to hang out somedays as we haven't meet for many many "centuries"! Hehez. I miss her so much lah! Hope that we will be able to have a nice time soon!

Hehez... That's all I want to post for today! Gomen, it is too short! I've no enough time to write a bit longer. I hope later I'll have more time to do so! So, good luck to everyone!

Cameron Highlands...

Today, early in the morning I was forced to wake up at 7.00a.m. in order to catch up with the bus to go to Cameron Highlands. The bus supposed to start at 8.00a.m. But, it was late at last! Haihz. If I know earlier, I'll sure go later!!! Haha. We arrived at Tanah Rata at about 10.30a.m. Then, our group that formed by 4 people, Aaron, Chi Hao, Tammy and I went around some shoplots in Tanah Rata to search for the insects for our Biology project! Lolx... Stupid Biology project that cause us to travel so far just to get several insects! There, something very funny happened when we were searching for the insects!!! We passed by the shop again and again but we didn't notice it and realize its appearance there at all! Haha. What a weird?! However, after we got it, we again walked along the shoplots for many many times before we decided which shop for us to take breakfast+lunch!!! Lolx. Sure the people there think that we are crazy! Hehez. After the meal, we even grew more crazy!!! We walked again and again the several shops for 3 hours!!! Imagine it! Then, we even went to children playground to play! This totally spoilt our image! Haihz. After this whole day, I swear I wouldn't go to Tanah Rata anymore after this!!! I've enough with it! Erkk...

I'm 18 years old already!!!

I'm officially 18 years old by today!!! But, nothing excited also like what I've imagine before!!! Some more, very pity! Lolx. I was whacked or hit by some of my friends also although yesterday li my birthday as it is a so called tradition in SMI to be whacked or rumble during one's birthday! What a weird tradition?! I just hope this will end. I don't want to be hit everyday! Hehez...

Muahaha... Today, something very funny happened! During lunch time, my friends and I went to Happy Valley to take lunch!!! Haha. Simon act weird there. Lolx. He even messed up the whole table there with spring onions and chilly!!! Muahaha... Like little kids eating! With food all around! Then, as he is quite happy messing, I added soy sauce to his rice!!! OMG! It is darn salty!!! He even let me tried!!! I almost finish all my drinks for taking a little bit! I wonder how he can finish it??? Lolx. So so so happy can revenge!!! However, I want to say sorry to him also for causing his risk to get kidney failure in the future!!! Wahahaha... XD

By the way, I really don't know why many of my friends wish me Happy Birthday today? Sad lah! It seems that they had totally forgotten!!! However, I want to thank all of them as wishing me and to those who gave me present, thank you very much!!! I'll appreciate it! ~^_*~

3rd of January!!! My birthday......

Wow, alas my 18th birthday had came!!! I'm no longer a small gal since today! I can decide things by myself, make my own judgements and etc. Haha. Yeah! ~^_*~

Today, I've been beaten by my comm mates and bullied by my dear friends!!! Lolx. What a sad things! Haha. They threw and hit my face with icing of the cake! Aiks, until my white shirt also dirty already! Haha, inside of my clothes also got cakes! Lolx. What a mess?! Hehez. By the same time, I've got lotz and lotz of wishes by friends from else where. I'm happy for that! I've lotz of present too!!! So happy! Yeah! Yippee!!! Yahoo!!!!!

Hope my birthday every year also that fun and excited! May god bless me for that!

2nd of January 2008

One more day to 3rd of January!!! Nope, suppose to say few more hours!!! LOLX... Few more hours, I'll be 18!!! Very excited by the same time sad! Haha. I'm becoming older by each year! Somemore, tomorrow gonna be the very first school day!!! Sobz. TT_TT Have to wake up darn early in the morning to fight for toilet with all my siblings in order to be in school by time!!! Haihz. What a life??? Somemore, I haven't finish my holiday homework yet! So sad lah!!!

Time flies so fast that now already 2008 where 2007 had become the past!!! However, this new year eve I did enjoy myself in Simon's house with all those smoke, burnt chicken wings, oily hotdogs, cute tortoise and etc!!! Lolx. His house very large and nice lah! I so jealous! But, my new year countdown darn lame lah! At house only!!! Without counting at all! Hehez. Is that call countdown??? I don't think so! But, that is my countdown ceremony this year! Hope that next year's will be 100x better and happier!!!

After tomorrow, I don't think so I'll be free to online that offen like before although now already rarely! I think so I'll have lesser and lesser time to hang out with my friends and online to chat or blog! Darn sad lah! But, I'll try my very best to keep in touch with all my friends no matter old or new, close or far! Lolx. Hope that I'll be able to do so! I really hope so if I can and able to make myself a better person in the future!!! May god bless me!

p/s: Good luck and happy alwiz to everyone!!!